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  • It's really hard for me to write and read fiction. Sometimes I beleive the truth is a complete lie even when the facts are stairing me in the face.I hate using napkins.I really hate touching other peoples used napkins.I…

  • very cool dream

    I was in a theatre trying out for a role and watching the other people compete. It was a very very long audition and I was really being seen. There were so many people going through the auditions that it was amazing to…

  • rambles

    I found the last few days I have really been upset with every human I've come in contact with. I realize now that a lot of the reasons have not to do with those other people but me. So I am trying to "calm my inner bea…

  • 2nd dream

    I was at my mom's friends house except it looked like mine. There were many knives on the wall. And they seemed to be attached to horses. I went out to ride one of her more gentle horses. Then came back inside to fin…

  • dream

    I was working. A lady needed some type of potpouri. I was suppose to be taking her to find it. There was to be a flash flood. We knew what we were suppose to do when the lights flickered it was "the time". I was tak…

  • I thought I was going to do some xanga-ing but my eyes won't stay open. Another bad day at work. More realizations about how badly I want out of many things.

  • the strange

    My dad told me he would be nice to my ex husband. This means he expects me to get married and divorced at some point. What fun awaits.

  • dream and a little more...

    I was flying low to the ground but my equilibrium was a little off... it was like i was attached to something with little strings and i was wabbling up and down sometimes grazing the ground with my legs or face. I was f…

  • I spent the day fixing my friend's christmas present up. It has to be mailed early to get to her house. It will probably be late anyway. It has to go to germany. The rest of the day I spent time playing bejeweled 2 o…

  • Yesturday I met this woman that teaches a class to people that want to learn CPR. I asked her when she was teaching the next class. It happens to be on the 3rd of December the birthday of my Uncle who actually died of …

  • I hate the holidays they are depressing.

  • dream

    There was a huge snake that had died a long time ago that was underneath our house. It was very big.... probably prehistoric.... and somehow there was a hole in our driveway that showed the remains of part of the snake…

  • talked to the l.p. as I left today about all the standing around in the department and not working today and she said it would be handled in a meeting tomorrow morning. would be nice if this could actually help but it n…

  • a jumble of stuff from yesturday and a dream

    My house was surrounded by sand. And I was outside with the water hose watering bits and peices of it. But it was really a lost cause watering because sand will return to its original state after the water evaporates. …

  • :-(

    Sometimes my family can make me feel so out of place. It's like I am not really a part of them. I think it's because so many of them are so religious and I do not go by most of their "rules". It's not that they say an…

  • amazing dreams with only 3 hours of sleep

    I rememeber I was rushing rushing rushing to get to my destinations while picking up things (mp3 players in one place) to get it to the place i was suppose to be. lots of talking and jabbering in the background lots of …

  • 3:45... wake up saddle up and move on out it's christmas day after thanksgiving shopping time tomorrow...

  • dream

    We had storms last night so I have fractured dreams.I seemed to be looking at strange objects just out of my reach. If i had to guess I would say they were beehives but they really did not look like anything i've ever e…

  • busy day

    I was extremely busy at work today. we had about 24 foot of my department mostly empty so i condensed moved and filled plus had to do the "back stock" which we do each week. I wanted to get it all done today to have to…

  • dream 2

    This dream made me wonder if i was gay. I kept flipping from person and time to another person and time during the entire dream. I will recount the events as best I can. Somethings flew out of my head as soon as they …

  • dream

    There were church fires at abandoned run down chruches. I was driving past a few places that i wouldn't mind taking pictures of with my camera when I saw the smoke. My friend Susan was in the middle of the street with …

  • my own fear

    I lost a day this week. I completely forgot wed. Now my whole week feels off. I've been missing wed all week too. When I finally found wed. a few minutes ago I told my dad and he said he completely misplaced a month.…

  • my week is suppose to go like this

    tomorrow work hopefully without anymore of this sickness though if it progresses as it has been today i may call out. no one would want to work like this. maybe my whole body is now infected... i really don't know how…

  • thankyou

    I love you for all the things you doYou keep me sane when I am lostI cherish the words you sendWith all their love and hopeWhen I am downI love youI am thankful for all the beautyYou bring to me I love youFor all the thi…

  • stuff

    I'm really trying to think of some worth while things to talk about but I really have nothing. I have no obsessive hobbies. I have nothing to gossip about right now except black friday and no one's interested in my com…

  • dreamily

    As I expected I have entered back into the world of dreams! I was in a car riding with my parents and their best friends to a vacationing spot. We kept passing by all these little country stores. One had orchestra ins…

  • :-)

    I'm awaiting my dreams. Thankfully I found a spare pillow that is near the size of my faithful childhood pillow that now has CAT PISS all over it.

  • busy days

    Today has been really busy for me. Pay day usually is but most times I can look over that fact just because there's more money in my pocket and everything feels like it's starting over for me. I'm not broke yet. And I…

  • eck

    Why do they make medicine taste so awful? I'm taking this tylenol liquid medicine for this "crud" that has invaded my body. The night time medicine tastes ok. But the daytime medicine tastes so bad. There's no words …

  • dream

    There were two tigers sitting on our 2nd story back porch. One of the tigers fell. I was alerted to it by my parents. I'm not sure if the other tiger threw that one off or if it just had an accident. I rush to the gr…

  • please help

    My last few entries have depressed even me. Please tell me something beautiful. Tell me a wonderful story with a happy ending. Enlighten me in some way. Help me float. Tell me anything beautiful wonderful lovely or …

  • my book review.

    Im reading a new book. It's really very interesting to me. Human nature in itself is pretty weird at times and the decisions people make and why is always made me wonder about things. It gets my brain thinking. Anyw…

  • Ward's

    Big dog wacked little dog on top of the head several times tonight. It looks to me like he's trying to play basketball with little dogs head. It's hilarious to see. I did the same to big dogs head just to see if it gav…

  • dreams dreams dreams you're back! :-)

    Last night's dreams while I was awake had more plot than the ones while I slept. I saw so many little women with bonnets on their heads. If I had to guess I would say they were either puritan's from before my time or t…

  • They had a little party at work today. There were balloons and cupcakes... Susan even took pictures. The reason for this party... I lost my voice. Well not totally... As one of my co-workers said... "you sound li…

  • I'd love to keep writing my dreams up here but lately I've had no dreams to write. I guess my dreams are broken. For some reason I woke up again today paranoid about staph. I'm really going to have to hurt Terry (a co…

  • favorite things for queen of kweens

    One of the blogrings I'm in is the Queen of Kweens. Right now the topic is 3 of the little things you are thankful for. At first when the topic came up I had nothing I could think of that I was thankful for. Now I hav…

  • words are my poison

    It's really easy to hurt people with words. I think it's more powerful and can do more damage than fists. Fist last for a few moments and you start to heal. Sometimes a word can vibrate threw time and keep damaging so…

  • this is my dream from last night

    I was riding in a vehicle with my family. It was halloween time. I was wearing my cat mask. We had to be in a place where tourism was important to the economy. Because everything was glittering... lots of signs... lo…

  • I'm writing a lot of private posts lately. I use to not understand why you would need something privatized but I guess it has it's advantages. You can use it when you don't want to "infect" anyone with you're inner dem…

  • dream of last night

    Dreamed of little dragon drawings that moved and remade themselves into anything.... lots of lines and squiggles... kids shapes... fun stuff... moving pictures...

  • today

    I really didn't do anything today. I watched Spiderman 3. I had it a week. They actually called to remind me I had it. I could have bought the movie as much as the late fee was. I didn't really like it. The evil spi…

  • it's a post all about "i"

    I've been extremely busy this past week. One day I was up and running almost the entire day... I'm really not use to being this busy. Today I had one of those moments where I was actually proud of myself intellectuall…

  • fear

    I think the world is going crazy with fear. And what's strange is we are safer today than ever before. We have less disease.Our life expectancy is higher than ever before.Doctors and hospitols are able to "fix" things e…

  • I don't think i've ever had a worse night of sleep. My parents are gone so the dog is back in my room sleeping. He wouldn't stop moving around. Finally he stopped his investigations... Then this cold my "preacher" fr…

  • i have problems.

    I've been insane today. I haven't been able to control my tongue. I have a woman at work that I can't seem to say anything nice to. We clash constantly. Sometimes I don't even realize what I am saying to her when it'…

  • halloween cuties

  • dream

    I hate dreams like this. My dad was on vacation withmy mom and me. He was blind. We brought him up to the wolf cage. And hoped he could see the little wolf puppies. They were so cute. He couldn't see them. And I d…

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