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  • yes im insane

    I wrote it all out. I feel better since doing it. And in turn I feel at peace a little more... I went to the book store tonight. I don't normally go out after 5 or so and it's really a big step for me. Insane isn't …

  • its a hatefilled post

    I could only guess why I die in my dreams all the time. It's because there's no solution to whatever problem my mind is working threw? Or is it the death wish that's slowly making it's way out of my mind from situation…

  • dreams and shit like that.

    We're having one of those training sessions today at work. Where our store trains the other stores employees because they actually DON'T know what they are doing anymore than most of the people I work with. I assume it…

  • I had a lovely time with my dad after he planned out 35 years of my financial future for me. It wouldn't have been so bad had he not let me talk about wanted to go to a concert in february. He plans out years and years…

  • ugh

    I've noticed I'm dreaming about a lot of the same crappy things that are going on in real life in a warped kind of way. No wonder I'm so unhappy in both lifes... I think I'm going to start writing some fiction (which i…

  • annoying habits

    I get annoyed easily with other peoples bad habits. It's a big fault of mine. I get to a point where I can't take anymore and then explode. I'm kind of like a sleeping volcano or a sleeping lion. Whatever poetic word…

  • dream maybe this is the cause of my funk...

    I lived in a trailer. An empty one with an old tyme computer sitting in the front corner. It was like the apocalypse can come and everyone was hiding in places no one would look for us. I was alone. I went into a gro…

  • I'm a little weird tonight in a not so good way.

  • I had a marathon of dreams last night

    It starts off with my brother being a pilot and my parents and I being along for the ride. He was doing really well until he started driving the plane erratically. Up and down and out of control. We crash landed into …

  • our christmas this year

    I'm really tired so I'm going to do the lazy christmas post. Pictures and only a few of them... This is my dad and I in our normal positions... this just happens to be Christmas Eve. I got to be Lele this year. My mom…

  • Last nights dream...

    My mom and I were on vacation. My mom was driving the car. It was leaving the parking lot of a building (probably a walmart). And going up some very steep hills that twisted and turned. I remember a sign that said lo…

  • Merry Christmas

    I think the best thing about today and tomorrow is the fact that everything closes. It may not be this way for too many more christmas's. It's the silence of the season that is so wonderful. That's just the way I see …

  • What would you do if someone broke into your home while you were sleeping?

    I would probably sleep threw it. If I woke up during the attempt I know exactly what I would do because I have thought this scenario threw. Mostly because I woke up one time in the middle of the night thinking someone …

  • bad news

    There's a lady at work who had a really really bad day. She got a call while at work to go to the emergency room because her grandchild was run over. They died before getting to the emergency room. I happened to be i…

  • dream

    My cat died. I had left the house to get something with Katie. And my parents called me to tell me that my cat died. I was devastated. She was asleep on my pillow. I wanted to hold her one last time. I wanted to do…

  • I feel horrible tonight. Every part of my body is hurting. And I can't sleep. Too much trouble from work I think.next year before christmas i'm going to throw myself in front of a train just to get out of all this s…

  • random stuff

    One of my friends at work wants me to go out with a friend of hers. I do not know this fellow. I don't even think I'm in the mood to go out on a date either. But it's too hard to explain that to people sometimes so I'…

  • I worked from 7 until almost 7 today. I took my christmas gifts to my friends today as well. I desided not to do the "obligatory" gifts this year. I did one and that was to my bosses boss which is also my boss (i have…

  • this is a dream and only a dream

    I was in my grandparents house. And all the furniture was being piled into one room. Mine. It was strown everywhere and I had no place to relax. There was a man in the hallway that watched everything. He seemed to b…

  • today

    I elected not to go to the party. I was almost going to go (and almost doesn't count). My face is congested and it feels like someone sat on it. I also need less stimuli. This morning started off more hectic than usu…

  • I think i dreamed i think i dreamed i think i dreamed... nope.the christmas party is tonight. i still haven't figured out if i want to go. i definitely don't want to work over. and i felt like staying in bed. especi…

  • i deleted my previous post. i just don't feel good and it was mostly me unhappy talking about nothing exceptional. im so tired. i wish i was stronger than this. i want to start over.

  • dream number 2

    I was coming out of a building with my dad and a few other followers. We starting walking along the shore line. There was a big body of water right outside the exit to the building we were in. We walked for sometime b…

  • dreams

    I really don't know how I managed to dream or remember this stuff. *rolls eyes*There was a man executing people. He was putting a gun to their head and pulling the trigger then throwing the bodies away and replacing th…

  • my computers virus protection evidentally is acting up. i have no idea how to fix it because it's not following my directions guess ill have to give it to my brother to fix. you'd think it would be simple. there's a…

  • hmmmm

    I'm starting to get a cold or sinus 'thing'. Hopefully it will be gone by morning and I can go about my day without the heavy misery of 'gunk'. My computer is acting funny. I'm wondering if I need to get it looked at.…

  • Christmas decorations at my house.

    First off cute animal photos... Coco may look innocent but he's planning on sticking his nose up your butt and chewing on your finger tips. Kashmir taking it easy. got to love that face. I found the christmas tree we'…

  • wish list

    I have managed to have a pretty good day today. I woke up too early for an off day though. I thought it had snowed during the night. I looked out the window into the backyard and saw snow (without my glasses on) and r…

  • arg

    I'm full of venom tonight. I'm unhappy. Work is very unsatisfying. I only worked a little over today. Not even 30 minutes... It amazes me how rude people can be to others. Theres a guy at work that is constantly fa…

  • dreams and other things...

    Mag_1 made me dream of wonderful things at christmas. I can't go into detail because I can't remember what "wonderful" things were. I'm going to try and leave work on time today. My hands and feet feel bad along with …

  • dreams and santa

    the only thing i clearly remember is talking to monsters and that is because i wondered what a monster would look like in my dreams. they are harry dark and kind of look like that thing on the sessame street. only skin…

  • I worked overtime today. I've been told it's ok the next week or so to work over. So I think I managed to get at least one hour over 40 this week. I didn't realize I could really get away with it until today. I'm pla…

  • yep...

    I'm very gullible and tend to never say no. It really sucks especially if you get caught in the mall by two Israeli girls trying to sell you over priced bath products. And by over priced I'm telling you they were extra…

  • Hopefully going to eat mexican food tomorrow for lunch. Taking a christmas card to the grumpy host and our normal waitor. Found the cards in spanish too. How neat. I'm faking it.

  • I'm grumpy and I have no purpose. So I'm going to go walk the dog and go back to sleep.

  • upsetting dreams

    My first dream I was trying to take a bath in the tub and my clothes which were on the floor kept getting caught on fire by this little fire blob. I kept having to try and get the fire to go out by beating it on the flo…

  • hmmm

    I have big questions on my mind most of the time. I try to block them and push them down and delete them whenever they show up. They normally make me cry. It's not hard though. I've very sencitive. You can call it b…

  • better today

    Each morning is a new starting over point. Actually each moment is... Mom can start over too. We're ok today. I grabbed a game for my brother he'll be sending it to his daughter for christmas. Did more errans again …

  • My mom and I were off today together. I ran out and did a few errans and mostly did a bunch of nothing all day. I helped my brother do some arts and crafts dealing with pictures and framing for his christmas presents t…

  • dreams and everything in between.

    I can only start at the logical place in the dream... the thing I think of first. No the thing that actually is first in the dream but the first thing that stands out then backwards and forwards threw the rest.I am in c…

  • ....

    I have one more day of working my ass off before I am free for another 2 days. My feet are killing me along with my brain right now. I sucked down 4 caffinated beverages today just to get threw the work. Normally it h…

  • dreams and gossip.

    I was shopping or window shopping not sure which. And I was listening to a voice in the back ground talking about how I was psychic. Which I was disagreeing with whole heartedly because psychic's are all about the futu…

  • Has our generation become increasingly picky as to who we date or marry?

    i hate this question.I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too!

  • *sigh*

    To answer your question... yes... I am very tired. The last 2 days have been very tiring for me. I don't usually get a nap in the afternoon anymore (which is probably why im so grumpy most of the time). I've worked ov…

  • dreams from yesturday and today

    Yesturday's dreams I was uma thurman naked in bed. Not much more in that dream...2nd dream was multicolored spiders... blues reds... looked like little honey suckle flowers but creepy crawly.Today's dreamVery angry peo…

  • What do you hope your life to be like at the age of 65?

    I would hope I would have family husband and children and grandchildren. I would hope I would be in early retirement. I would hope to be happy. I just answered this Featured Question, you can answer it too!

  • pink skies at night...

  • stuff

    it turned very cold this afternoon. and all the clouds rolled in from god knows where because it was clear before... the north? maybe snow and a frosted lake will greet me in the morning? something beautiful to look …

  • dream

    I was visiting my friends house but no one was home. They moved. And I had lost them. I wondered about their mother because the last time I had seen her she was dying of cancer. For some freaky reason another one of …

  • I'm so stupid. I have a Wii. And now I have to return it because someone is always giving me guilt trips about my purchases because "i can't afford anything". I want to have fun. And now I think I have to return th…

  • indulges

    Not feeling good tonight. I have those zombie eyes again and I think I indulged too much today with food. Daddy's birthday was today so we went to Olive Garden. Lots of food there and I had eaten at the mexican restra…

  • dream (and not a very good one)

    I kept moving into different houses. I had 2 friends living with me in one part of this huge house. There seemed to be lots of doctors around too. There was a sniper throwing a lot of bullets around many that many of …

  • I had a pretty good day at work today despite the fact that I dreamed about working all night too. I was busy the entire time. I didn't snap much And everything really went smoothly. I am still thinking the people a…

  • dreams can be nightmares.

    I dreamed of work Those are some of the worst dreams you can have. When you can't even escape from work while sleeping it is bad. Of corse I dreamed of the imfamous Wii system that everyone bugs me about every 10 min…

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