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  • *my internal grumblings*

    I'm exhausted. After two days off then having to drag myself into work this morning I feel physically and mentally strained. Some days I just don't like my entire life... and then other days I am perfectly happy to be…

  • dream

    I was tired of walking. I was on campus or in a city compact... I didn't really see the colors of things anymore. Everything seemed to be a different shade of green grey. I saw myself struggling up a building. And s…

  • golden smurfs

    I remember a story I heard when I was a kid. It was about a man who was poor and wished he had more money or "gold" in this case. Somehow he found himself with the magic powers to turn everything he touched into gold. …

  • Belz Museum Memphis

    I forgot I'd already visited this museum once in my lifetime. But that's ok. Because I didn't remember anything from before until a few days ago. My mom had visited with me before. Alisha and I managed to get lost c…

  • dream

    I was on the coast. And there were rolling hills. It was very beautiful. My father was with me. There were strange colors everywhere. And I found a place that would teach me how to fly. I wanted to try this.

  • photos

    I found myself editing and uploading my pictures from my latest excursion to memphis. This is what I do on a night of thunder and lightening. My eyes feel like they are about to pop out of my head all crusty and wither…

  • I desided to try and create my own world... one where other people could come visit. It would have to be a world that was welcoming to others. Very few people want to enter into a scarey fear filled world. That is som…

  • dreams and all that...

    I'm not in the mind set to have any spectacular dreams of any kind of flavor. I'm also a little bored and a little stressed from the "car thing". So it's not going well up in my little mind. I mean last night I dreame…

  • dream two nights ago...I was laying in bed naked with a girl and trying to hide myself.dream tonight...I was working for Mr. Ricky (my old boss at Arby's the mean guy). And I was working in a new store. I was moving Te…

  • this post is for me just to get out some stuff....

    I think I have a problem with reality. I mean I've been having these internal dramas going on that go back to a day that doesn't even exist anymore. I mean it is in the past. So what if it doesn't even matter and the …

  • i feel slightly better...

    I know when I go into work today my annoying co-worker (the one that is always ruining my good moods) will not be at work today. It isn't for a good reason... but i'm still glad I won't have to deal with her.There was a…

  • ignore this post if you don't want to hear whining.

    I'm putting off my Memphis post because I'm having a bad day. My car is back. It's only because it's not getting fixed. My dad said it wasn't worth the 2000 that it will take to fix it. I don't see how he gets that. …

  • I just died again! :-(

    I really hate when dreams are so close to what you're doing in reality that it actually freaks you out.In reality I was laying on my back with the cat beside me stairing at the ceiling sleeping. This was reality.In my d…

  • Things that happened to me before I was 10

    This is for the Queen of Kween's Challenge...My gram died and I attended the funeral writing signs to say hello to everyone who might not know me.My mom had cancer and my dad and I walked along the highway picking flower…

  • dream

    I was walking with an elderly woman. A very demanding woman and I was suppose to find her everything she needed. I was her go to woman I guess. We were walking around this large mansion outside and she was giving me h…

  • dream

    I got shot running out the back door trying to save a computer from being stolen. This is all.....

  • text messages

    I finally found my cell phone today. I am really good at loosing it or just forgetting the last place I purposefully put it. When I found it someone had text messaged me... "what are you doing"I didn't recognize the n…

  • dreams...

    Taquila Sunrise or Sex on the Beach...both sounded good so I got a double. Oh so sweet to be unconscious and sitting on the floor trying to put cards back together.... So far gone all you can do is fall into bed after …

  • Really tired this week. Works going to kick my ass tomorrow thru tuesday... We're rearranging and changing all the movies in the department. Of corse this time the night people have desided to Mess everything up for u…

  • dream

    I didn't take any drugs before having this dream... but upon waking i'd like some.I was walking along the shoreline talking to a lady about televisions and all the things associated with them. We passed a little wolf pu…

  • too many rambling questions

    Have you ever become so confused that you no longer know what is and is not good for you? What is real and what is imagined and how to explain the unimaginable things... I know people have good intentions... I see tha…

  • zombies

    I don't like seeing zombies a foot from my face. They aren't very attractive and their personalities leave a lot to the imagination. And as my experiences show I truely beleive someone's just fucking with a lot of peop…

  • I've been sitting here for about 20 minutes now waiting to find out what my neighbor called about. I have one neighbor that I really like. He's just a free spirit. Wonderful personality and is just a really good guy/f…

  • I've had a pretty good two days off. I have been rather happy loving and upbeat. Totally unlike me! I even had a few moments where I wanted to write some love poems. I suppressed the urge for the sake of everyone I w…

  • warping into xanga land during sleep

    I feel like I just got off a wild ride that warped and merged me into all of xanga land. It was a virtual world where there were live chat rooms with real time chat to chat with people. I happened to be in a room with …

  • winter jam 2008

    I'm having some problems with some of the photos I took from the concert last night. There are several that will only make since in the beauty of the moment and that moment is not the same as now. It had everything to …

  • very weird dream...

    I was a teenage boy in this dream. I was working at some food place. The manager on duty kept finding this other boy about my age acting out. So he put him with me to work with. He sat down in a booth and just starte…

  • crazy days

    I had an pretty good night. I wouldn't say it was the best night of my life. But I had a lot of fun. Evidentally the Grammy's were tonight. Two of the groups/people performing at the Winter Jam tonight were nominees …

  • dream

    I was on vacation. Somewhere it doesn't matter where. I climbed the room and went to the highest bed in the place. Oops had sex with a co-worker. And knew the minute it was over it was over. Figured I'd cut it off b…

  • Tomorrow when I get off from work I'm cleaning up and meeting my friend Susan for dinner. We're going to then meet up with another friend and her "group" to go to Winter Jam. Which is a bunch of christian bands throwin…

  • dreaming of work again

    I was in the back getting xbox 360s. there was a new guy working. a little chunky and tall. he kept doing weird things. like fixing locks that weren't broken on the dvd case. we fixed it back as soon as we could the…

  • ugh me complaining again??

    I had a bad day at work. I'm exhausted. I was beat down with words from someone who doesn't care about other peoples feelings. She's been hurt too many times before and the only thing that makes her feel good is to hu…

  • lotsa dream

    I was walking home with two of my friends... we were going in the back of our houses. I left danny at her house right beside mine and alisha's. Alisha lived down the hall and I lived at the end of the house. I went to…

  • dream

    I was trying to help my friend Erin pack. We were leaving. I think on a vacation. My mom was rushing us. My friend Erin told me that she left something at her working out place. And if I could run by there that woul…

  • I survived. I don't know how many swirlies there were out there last night. But I spent till 3 am in the basement with my brother being exhausted and not able to sleep. And now I have to go to work. The only semi-unc…

  • i have bad language but i fucking hate tornados

    I really dislike tornados. I find a strange facination with them but I really don't like them. I'd much rather in the line of a hurricane than a tornado. Tornados to me are very unpredictable. Hurricanes you know abo…

  • mom's back

    Mom's back from her cruise to Mexico. When she came home she was very energetic to tell us everything. I didn't really understand why she took 20 pictures of the "hairy man contest" but she was amusing in the telling. …

  • i got stuff to do...

    I've had years and months where I have nothing to do and no real goal or ambition to keep me busy. All at once I want to conquer the world and do everything.A few days ago I found 2 sites online where I could go and lea…

  • dream

    I was moving to Kansas. My dad was driving us. He and my mom and brother were in the front of the truck and I was in the back. Looking out at the scenery going by. Rolling hills. We stopped. We were in Kansas but h…

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