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  • dreams and just a little rant about my email....

    My email first... I just started noticing that my comments not all of them are showing up in my email box like they are suppose to. I reply to comments threw my email box so I feel bad that I am actually missing a few.…

  • I'm going to try and write a little bit about the "good things" that are happening around me. I'm going a very bad job of seeing good things so this will be a hard exercise.I resolved the cell phone delimna with help fr…

  • I'm an idiot

    I guess soon I'll be joining the list of unemployeed people of this world. I'm an idiot. Thanks to my big stupid mouth that gets its imformation from my big stupid brain that has been turned into a machine spouting off…

  • Last nights dream kind of sucked. I figured out what my "envelope" was though that was warping things to another time and place. It's my pillow. I always have my hand underneath my pillow when sleeping and it felt the…

  • dream

    I was in another world. I couldn't get out of it. Somehow trapped there with a few other people from this world. My dad was one. There was also a little girl with dark black hair kind of down her back. (she's been i…

  • I have a huge headache. Drama has been going on in my head... (you know most of the stuff rattling around in there happens in reality somewhere else down the road so i was kind of worried about all the stuff up there bu…

  • Well I thought I would have something to say today but I guess I am still blank.Everything I think of is depressing so I will not bore you with it right now.

  • I've been rather... well I couldn't explain it but I have been silent thinking it might go away. I have a normal or what I consider a normal life. Nothing out of the ordinary really happens. I mean I may have a few o…

  • I didn't realize my families littlest dog and my cat were so close. Today I am off and decided I needed to find a book to read. So I headed off to the bookstore and found something (actually 2 somethings). I picked up…

  • dream

    I was at work. It was dark outside. I was in my department. It was very crowded with people. There were storms outside. Everytime it would get quiet we would get to the floor and get ready for the tornado. It wante…

  • P.S. I love You.

    By far the best movie I've seen this year. I've felt absolutely crappy sick every since though. Too much crying during the movie. I felt like I lived it... somehow... It's a strange movie. I hadn't heard of it before…

  • Pictures from my birthday... Just some pretty flowers... Monday I got a package from my friend that lives in germany. I always love her packages because they are filled with letters and pictures. This one also had so…

  • a dream inspired...

    There was a festival (?) going on. I was watching a female figure with many arms doing a very slow dance. She had many people spiraling outward from her going in many directions. There were people who knew the dance f…

  • midnight caller

    Last night I woke up from a sound sleep because my cat desided she needed some attention. That or she was sounding a warning for everyone that she was coming threw with important business. Important business came rushi…

  • I have spent 1/3 of my time at work 1/3 of my time with family and 1/3 of my time sleeping. At least it seems that way... My mom and I went on an imaginary vacation to NYC to a Bon Jovi concert... the tickets cost over…

  • Comments and Xanga Reads.

    I just wanted to mention that I am really really behind on my reading of your blogs and commenting. This isn't intentional. I have had really stressful work week and at night I have been doing things with my parents (t…

  • really quick dream...

    In this dream I was sleeping. I managed to float out of my body and above the bed. When I realized what I had done I flew underneath the bed to stay in my room. I didn't want to float off to "god knows where". So I h…

  • Kween of Queen's Newest Challenge

    MY REALITY TELEVISION PARTNER Imagine you have been selected for a reality television show i.e. Big Brother, Survivor, et all. You have to choose someone to share this experience with, your own partner. Who would …

  • these are dreams... (well except for the commentary)

    From my 9 o'clock hour to 11 o'clock I seemed to be dreaming as a child. There was a weird looking man with a strange beard floating above a "bar" style furniture fixture. He seemed to be a child or just child-like. A…

  • Two squirrels have managed to electrocute themselves this week. Yestuday my dad and I found the first one and today one of his many buddies fallowed him. I have also found that I see more darkness when I write poetry. …

  • I'll just get this out of the way first... I had a really bad fucking day So bad in fact I almost cried at work. That is not a good thing to do either.So here's the story of what set it all off. You must take into acc…

  • just my complaints...

    I didn't like my dreams last night. I don't like spending my time in the ocean making sure sharks don't take off my feet or legs. So not so great dreams last night.But it doesn't surprise me. I've had not so great day…

  • dream...

    There was a house I seemed to have some type of work with. It was old and antique a two story. With hidden passage ways and different places to hide from other people. the people let me out of the house and I turned a…

  • dream

    I was in my house. I was having another episode where nothing was as it seemed and it had to do with boxed up computers that were broken and damaged. I had my upset about whatever it was. And my parents finally paid a…

  • It's really hard to let people into your life. It's hard to open up and show them your vulnerabilities. It's hard to take the mask off, break down the walls, and open up. So sometimes we leave... sometimes we run... s…

  • I've been laying low lately. Trying to catch up on my sleep a little. It feels wonderful to finally get some. I think I have talked to more people the past few days than I have the whole year about life death and the …

  • another sleepless night...

    If you are anywhere near me in the country get in your basement. That means anywhere underneath memphis and around... I don't think I've recovered from the other day. And I think I could totally use a hug and someon…

  • This no-sleeping thing is getting old. And this not dreaming thing is really getting to me too. The only thing I am getting is fragments of living threw tornado dreams. So I am going to try something new today. Beauti…

  • Some pictures from yesturday I copied off customers photos... These maybe only interesting to me since I was in this but.... the first 3 pictures were from the middle of walmart parking lot where i work and the last…

  • I'm completely exhausted and can't sleep. I guess since I went so long not being able to stay awake now I will go threw a time of not being able to sleep? Hmph!Anyway I woke up at midnight to find another little presen…

  • Todays Tornado news...

    I went to work this morning not even know there was anything out there to get me. I am afraid of tornados. I do not like them when they are headed my way. I think it's natural to be afraid of something that could pote…

  • i'm ok but i spent an entire hour dodging tornadoes at work. they went only feet around us this morning and damaged much of the area. my brothers job was said to be rubble (don't know if that is true) but no power and …

  • shopping spree

    This morning I went shopping. With no one being at home I've found myself getting bored... it's difficult being by yourself for an entire 24 hours. So I got out of the house and desided I really did need to get some mo…

  • be good to yourself.... or something similar to that...

    I was told I needed to be good to myself from (i'll say an annonymous xangan)... How do you be good to yourself... kind to yourself... you could compliment yourself.What do you like about yourself? What qualities do y…

  • stuff....

    Last night I kept hearing scratching underneath my night stand beside my bed. I kept telling Kashmir to stand guard and get whatever it was. The finicky cat kept walking into the living room and ignoring me. So at bed…

  • The cat brought me a little present this morning. Evidentally the previous mouse/small rat she brought me was NOT from outside like everyone would want to beleive. It and this one as well was from inside the house!

  • vitamins and sleep disorders...

    I can wake up in the middle of the night feelings blissful and love and still sleep the entire night threw with only a few moments of complete awake time. But the entire morning afternoon and evening I am dragging and t…

  • drama drama drama...

    Seems even when you are not looking for it drama shows up unexpectedly. It also seems to happen a little more often lately. My bank was robbed the other day. The perp was on foot and still the cops could not catch him.…

  • I slept threw most of the tornado activity because I had a huge headache that literally felt like it was going to explode. I laid down to get rid of it and woke up sometime around now. It was really weird before then t…

  • tornado here and everywhere

    We're having major tornado things happening in my area tonight. I totally dislike tornado nights. They are filled with me watching the local tv guru guy. I already have a huge headache. I wish to go downstairs and ju…

  • I really need to get out and do something other than work. That's a real problem with me. I need some enjoyment other than a movie on tv. I feel like I'm hiding myself away from the world sometimes. My outings have b…

  • dream

    I don't like running after my car and having it end up in a hole in the ground. It's impossible to use water and shifting human weight in order to try and get it out. And what was I driving an old clunker for anyway? …

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