I haven't done anything which is the problem. I still love you. I don't care if you believe me or not, but I will love you always. I've lost everything that I know, and have been brainwashed, and changed into a "person" who only knows how to kill. I'll be in Hawaii on the 21st. Then I'm going to war. I guess I'm not as strong as you thought.

: Private First Class Shea O'neal Thames United States Army Infantry

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~shelb!

I'm sorry about you and Shea. He is a great guy and we have a lot of hard choices to make. I know though he still has feelings for you. I hope that you both of you can work things out. If you want to know what Thames and I went through feel free to leave me a comment and ask me.

Private Gene Wallace

hawthone heights

~shelb!

no... that is my friend Carly. There is no point in me having a GF right now because I'm going to war. You need to stop jumping to conclusions, but I'm sorry ... how could you possibly know that... you live in a different country, and used to be in love with an asshole in the Army.

Peace

I'm sorry to see that you guys are so upset at one another. My girl and me are having problems also. One thing that I try to remember is to let myself sit back and cool down if she said something I did not like and try to understand that she might have said it because is hurting just as bad as I am. Thames is a good guy. We went through a lot things that the average person would not be able to deal with. We had very little sleep some nights and we were under a lot of stress. He changed for a little bit. He was a real pain in the butt(harsh but true). He just let the place tear him down from what I could tell. But you know what? Through time he became his ownself again. There is still changes in both of us and at this point I think he is not sure what to do. He may be trying to save you the pain if anything happens to him. If he may seem that he is pushing you away it could mean in a odd way he still has feeling for you. I going to have to let my girl go because she can't wait and I understand that. It not fair to her and it may be the best for her in the long run if I don't make it back. I'm sure he pissed about me writting this but I could tell that you two cared about one another and that is hard to find in the world today. So I hope you two can maybe work something out and have a friendship at the very least.