Help me if you can
It's just that this is 
not the way i'm wired
so could you please,

Help me understand why
you've given in to all these
reckless dark desires
your
Lying to yourself again
Suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on the faultline
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
over this, why do you 
wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess, well I don't wanna watch you

Disconnect and self destruct one 
bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die

Medicated, drama queen, 
picture perfect, no more legiments
Narcisistic, drama queen, craving fame and all it's decadence

A process, condition, or period of deterioration or decline, as in morals or art; decay.

Disarm you with a smile.......((sp))
Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who’s left alone
do u like smashing pumpkins? u better. fags. haha.

im kinda mad. i sorta knew that friday was ny eve...and i was sorta planning on something. but nvm. 
and my itunes decided to play a bunch of shit songs in a row. that sucks....yah well. im not doing anything so if 
any 1 wants to hang out ill be here ^^. my schedule is empty :-p haha. ttyl guys.