Wednesday, April 04, 2007

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  alyssa.

  Just once I want someone to look at me and right away think Im beautiful. Not after they get to know me, or after they see inside my soul just me.and not lie to me like my friends do when they tell me im beautiful to make me happy. I want to walk into a room and light it up.
  

  boy, don't take her for granted. you told her you
  wanted to hold her and look into her her gorgeous blue
  eyes and tell her she'd be yours for eternity. now
  don't screw it up for yourself, you won't be the only
  person to get hurt tonight </3

  
  && he said:
  you`re cynical and beautiful.
  you always make a scene.
  you`re monochrome delirious.
  you`re nothing that you seem.
  I`m drowning in your vanity..
  your laugh is a disease.
  you`re dirty && you`re sweet.
  you know you`re everything to me.
  & I want to tear down at your defences..
  til there`s nothing there but me..
  you`re beautiful when you`re angry..
  your love is such a tease.
  I`m drowning in your dizzy noise.
  i wanna feel youu scream. <3

  

  She wanted something else.
  Something different.
  Something more..
  Passion && romance, perhaps..
  Or maybe quiet conversations..
  in candlelight rooms.
  Or perhaps something as simple
  as not being second best.

  
  so what if we prank call people on Friday nights. so what if we think “yo momma” jokes are hilarious. why does it matter that we sometimes talk like we’re mentally challenged and dance like we have to pee. we’re best friends and we love it. now go ahead and continue with your boring, normal and oh-so-mature lives.

  
  there comes a point in life when everything turns around. people change and times aren’t always what they used to be. you’re going to lose things you love and be haunted with things you hate. people who you trusted are going to talk behind your back and secrets wont always be kept. some people could careless and others would be behind you every step of the way and throughout your entirelife you’ll always remember the people that were there for you.

  

  people are just people, they shouldn’t make you nervous…but him? oh no sweety, hes special.

  
  I'm the kind of girl who can hear your from miles away
  The kind that, if you`re sad, its her job to make you happy,
  The kind of girl who keeps messing up and saying, "oops sorry"
  I trip over everything, Im such a klutz.
  and I get so mad at the simplest things.
  But Im also the girl who holds everything back,
  If you ask me whats wrong, Ill lie and smiles, saying "ohh nothing"
  The girl whos afraid to love because she lost so much.
  
  
  
  
  

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