Sunday, March 12, 2006

  • ' I have tasted and tested too much '
    Patrick Kavanagh

    Poor Hyper kids...



    I was once 16,  I know thats hard to imagine ...  but its not hard to remember. It was a troublesome time  filled with endless arguments with my mother  and hardship over studying  and my adventures in love. Sixteen  has its ups and downs.   You can't quite express yourself  and everything hormonal is relatively new.  I know when I was sixteen I just longed to be 18...   I couldn't even hear the clock let alone realise it was ticking.

    You realise sexuality and gain increasing knowledge of the opposite sex through encounters in disco's or through playing sport or other social activity.

    I remember even at the age of 15  going to a disco ... one of my first...  and purely thinking about girls the whole time I was out.  But not in a sexual manner,  just a "I fancy girls"  way.  Innocent  but driven all the same. 

    Parents are an annoyance not to be listened to.... rules were always too strict  and being picked up and dropped off was always likely.

    All you want to be is left to do whatever you want,  but you haven't got the sense  nor the capital.  


    I remember being too shy one time to go into a disco by myself....

     I remember  dancing for the first time

    I remember the first time I ever got a snog from a dance

    I remember my first slow set,  holding a girl close to me,  smelling hair  and not knowing what to do..

    I remember I'd come home  and be able to smell a girls perfume off my clothes  and wonder would I ever see her again.


    When you're sixteen,  the only thing you really care about is yourself and whats going to happen tomorrow.

    When you're sixteen there is still wonder in the world...

    Its easy forget  what simple pleasure can be derived from something new






Comments (16)

  • uNi_LoVeR999

    Hey is this about me and my blue haired friend?

    U should comment me so u can see the REAL owen higgins

    but seriously was that paul guy doing something..........naughty?

                                  Stay Golden

                                  i love u

                                  From:Molly

    PS ur my hero

  • uNi_LoVeR999

    So paul was trying to grab someones bottom?

    Do u wanna to be my friend?

    Did my friends journal entry give u the idea of hyper kids

    i just have to say i love ur writing and you

                            Stay Golden

                          Molly(ur # 1 fan)

    PS Got Snog.............i did

    PSS ur my friends perve can u be my pedophile or my best friend ur choice

  • smilelikeyoumeanit2222

    ur welcome anytime

    ur words seep into my naked flesh and make me a no it all

    so thank you

    PS do write back to me and my friends we need u(no- it -allness)

    PSS wanna be my Kevin K. LoL

  • kismitforme

    This entry made me laugh.

    But not in a bad way. It just made me think of my life right now.

    I keep telling my mom when she says she was seventeen once, that it's been so long, I don't see how she can remember.

    Then, I get slapped.

    I remember my first dance and everything else that happened there.

    It's true, that when you're young the only thing that matters to you is yourself.

    Now, I'm starting to realize that the world doesn't revolve around me. It revolves around love and hate. Emotion. Maybe a little religion.

    And food.

  • xQueen_of_Mirkwoodx

    mr.owen i'm glad to have you as my personal perve. i've always wanted one for my own:]

    sorry about your kidney:[

    i'll give you one of mine!

    that's how much i love my perve

  • uNi_LoVeR999

    Dear Mr Higgins,

    it would be a personal favor to me if you would get an animal on your xanga and name it molly

    I would adore you for the rest of my life

                            Stay Golden

                            Urs Truly

                            Molly

     PS Write back please

    PSS Will you be my fisherman?Ur writing flows through me like running water

  • smilelikeyoumeanit2222

    Does my laughter help cure the world?

    Want to join condomtopia

    Condomtopia promotes safe sex

  • xQueen_of_Mirkwoodx

    yesyes! great idea sienna!

    would you do us the honor of joining our community called condomtopia?

    it will be loads and loads of fun!

                     :]

  • xQueen_of_Mirkwoodx

    ha....that sounded dirty

    hehe

  • smilelikeyoumeanit2222

    Cause i know you heart me molly & kelsey im giving u an another entry

    Dear Diary                                                                                    11/25/05

    Happy tofurkey day.today's meal was awesome. Tif's mom sure knows how to whip up an awesome meal. She made tofurkey tofham cresents and filling. There was even gravy. mmmmm gravy. One thing that was super funny was tif's parents gave me a present. and guess what it was.RED PLAID PJS. I was so happy and sweaty at the same time. Anyway while we were eating we watched the football game. as usual daddy would scream every two minutes about the game. But one time as daddy stood up ad screamed food flew out of his mouth reminding me of how my lost love's spit use to fly at me.....Gotta go daddy just fainted his favorite team just fumbled. dont no how im going to wear thoughs pjs . thinking  of kevin might keep me up all night

                                   Sienna

  • uNi_LoVeR999

    im no internet perve im just in touch with my youth

    if you will not name an animal after me you should right a whole entry about me(mostly)and my friends

                                   Ur will be highly honored in my heart

                                Stay Golden

                                  Urs truly

                                    Molly

  • numanga

    holy crap your response for the ninja entry was FUNNY...kakak

    thanks

    Dan

  • xQueen_of_Mirkwoodx

    mr owen! we are all the same age. are you saying yo uaren't my perve anymore?

    you're breaking my heart

    but hey. still love talking to you

    Kelsey

  • uNi_LoVeR999

    any current updates on paul?

    i know ur still thinking about writing that entry about me(mostly)and my friends

                                         Stay Golden

                                           Molly

    PS Write back

    PSS ur my best friend

    PSSS Guess what i heart u

    PSSSS I know you feel the same

    PSSSSS U can never have enough friends :)

    PSSSSSS U best be staying golden

  • fluteprincess34

    WOW ur amazing... i read som of ur posts on kelsey molly,and siennas xangas... they were great... i will keep in touch... but not in that way... or will i?

    ul never kno...

    hehehe ttyl B <3

  • dori_d
    Again a great reminder. I remember 16. I remember my first real kiss..first broken heart...when you are 16 you wear your heart on your sleeve...well, I did anyway. It was a grand sad time...
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