Love the photo Owen

Hey Owen

Wish you were here tonight - I would have invited you to come join my friends at Jacks LaJolla - where the beautiful people go - feels like Paris Hilton is going to walk in any minute - jaw dropping - saw a guy throw up in his mouth over and over and then tell the girl he would drive her home as she twisted her ankle - that park takes away from the beginning -

Owen not sure what has happened - but I feel I need to go to mass or the Church and Thank God for whatever stars are aligning and making my life so special right now - I could just pinch myself - what I wonder though is what was so wrong for so long - I am still me - I didnt cause this to be so great - it's really beyond my control right now - why was it soooooo bad-  why did it have to hit rock bottom - why did life bring me in one day to the brink of acceptance of absolutely no control and I mean ACCEPTANCE of the worst case senario in my life and the VERY NEXT day I kid you not - the VERY NEXT DAY - release me from that - to soar like an eagle - the very next day and honestly I had no control over either side - it was acceptance or just giving up and feeling release like I had needed but fought so hard to resist - FAILURE - and the VERY next day - to be handed an opportunity that again was in the STARS - what is that Owen - what is that? and since I feel  a euphoria beyond what anybody must ever feel - day in day out - what CARMA or what external force acted here? does anybody else feel that - it makes me breathe different - it makes me wonder - honestly if I die now - I cannot regret a moment - but what is this - did I pray a little harder - because this is beyond anything I have ever known - this is TRUE FREEDOM this is LIFE like I have NEVER EVER know. and thank God I know the extreme to appreciate it and love it.

Your sis

HH