I kinda broke down today. I cant belive i weigh 130 again.…

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Posted by: P3rF3ctPrinC3sS Original: 6/21/2005 3:50 AM Views: 96 Comments: 2 eProps: 4 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

I kinda broke down today. I cant belive i weigh 130 again. how could i let this happen. I thought i would be ok being 125 and mabye i could focus on my life. but 130 god thats so disgusting so huge. I was 130 about a year and a half ago and thats when ana realy saved me. I need that 2 happen again. I cant be this fat god i have to lose this im so ugly so grose. Im trying to find ways to occupy my self so that i wont focus on food, i found a website i realy like. http://www.miirage.com/ I need to exercise more. go 2 the gym. or do one of the hundreds of workout tapes I have. Please girls i need some inspiration some support Im so confused. I need ana no matter what i may have said. I need it.

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what's your goal weight? try taking up a new hobby that means you can't eat, like sewing! if you are using your hands then you can't eat and you won't even notice that you're hungry when you get into it :) also, working out in front of the television makes it goes so quickly (obviously watch something you like!). my mother and i swing dance in the evenings for 15 minutes before bed, it helps you sleep too :D xX

Posted 6/21/2005 5:16 AM by harriettmaibe