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I watched Kung Fu Panda friday for the first time.

Chad's birthday was friday, hence the watching of the movie, he's crazy.

Yesterdays game was extremely looong. I think it is because the game started at 7pm and not 3pm like it usually does (aka we don't finish until 10.45pm and i haven't eaten since 2pm). boo band, well no i like band just boo the athletic department for scheduling a game at 7pm on saturday. At least it wasn't cold and rainy, just rainy and rainy.

And today is sunny and I have homework. blah

So I have been planning on studing abroad the moment my brother went to Italy for his junior year of college, aka for 3 years. I decided that spring semester of my sophomore year (this coming spring) would be perfect because than i wouldn't have to worry about my major's classes. Now, i had originally wanted to go to Ireland because i freaking love that place but due to my finachial abilities being zero I decided to save a couple thousand dollars by going to Sweden. I have kept my folks up to date on everything but when I told my mother that I was going to Sweden she flipped. "You can't go you don't have money. You havn't been planning this for more than a year. You need to go next year and save money. Talk to your math teacher, she'll tell you about the economy of the US...... etc. etc. etc." W.T.F.!!!

I have been planning this for forever. You have known that I am going since I knew I wanted to go. So why has your attitude changed? Just because the loction of destination changed doesn't mean you can talk me out of it.

Money is not a problem, if I have to pay loans for the rest of my life, so be it! I want to go, and I am going. I know once I'm out of college, unless my job requires me to travel abroad, more than likely I wont be going. And that is no bueno (good). I just think she never actually thought I was going to go and now that I am filling out the applications she is trying to stop me. she's crazy.

so today is sunday, it's 5.30pm and I have homework, applications, and laundry to do

home by any other name would smell just as..... sweet?

 so my brother is getting married saturday. and i have mixed feelings. by no means is it towards his soon-to-be wife, no she's amazing. it's just that everything is once again changing.

we put my dog of 14 years down two months ago and i have only been home twice. each time i go home, the house isn't the same. and i don't like it. it's eerie having the normal sounds of doggieness and then one day they disappear. i think that it's harder to not hear her than not to see her. i begged my parents to get another dog. not to replace missy, just to put the sounds back. they declined saying that since josh is marring and im in college that they are going to start traveling and a dog is just that much harder to take along to places such as hawaii. one we do not have that kind of money for them to travel to such places and two when missy was younger, we took her everywhere. beach, colorado, camping, everywhere. so whats the difference?

needless to say, i can't stand going home anymore. it's just not home. and now that my brother is marring and starting his own family, my house grows less home-ish than ever. and yeah he has been "moved out" sence two years ago but he was still in college. the house was still his home.

it's hard now, not to have a place to go, a place to call home.

my home now resides in a monopoly house.

updates :-)

its be forever since i got on here.... and it's my homepage

opps

um England was wonderful and I cannot wait to go back over seas.

my dog- Missy has a tumor in her leg and she's 14 years old and wont recover well so we have to put her down on saturday

im glad college is almost here again. i miss the fun and adventure.. plus no parental units either

im off to the beach next week, thank god

thats about it

This semester is ok

classes are ok

Germany was wonderful

can't wait for England

McDonald's is well..... McDonald's

that's about all

back in the saddle again

yay snow!!