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Name: Kimberly.
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Holland
Birthday: 10/24/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: Well, I love playing my guitar, and the piano, and I love bowling...and since I pretty much just hit everything that I like to do, I'm just going to list off the bands that I like you know, because I can...Jack's Mannequin, All-American Rejects, Hawthorne Heights, Fall Out Boy, Jack's Mannequin..wait..I already said that, but I really like them, Something Corporate, Jack Johnson, John Mayer, Relient K, Dashboard Confessional, Underoath, Taking Back Sunday, Blink 182, Sum 41, Copeland, The Who, The Police, The Beegees, The Clash, The Rolling Stones, The Cars, The Shins, Haste the Day, Matthew Theissen and the Earthquakes, Sufjan Stevens...and...that's pretty much it. =) Smile, because Jesus loves you.
Expertise: I'm just good at everything. Except...well..nope, nevermind...everything.
Occupation: Being cool..:)


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Thursday, November 23, 2006

Currently Listening
All That We Needed
By Plain White T's
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Well well well.  It's been a while, hasn't it?
 
I'm basically officially switched over to myspace...but there's not a whole lot of blog action going on on myspace, and I miss just typing random stuff, so here we are.
 
Before I forget, my play is next weekend...November 30, December 1 & 2.  The play we're doing is called " Flowers for Algrenon."   It's not the most exciting play in the world, but why would you want to pass up a chance to see me? I mean really.  Let me know if you want tickets.
 
The other play that I'm in isn't until February...I'm sick of rehearsels, but it will be fun once we reach the time to actually perform..it usually always is.  We're doing " Seusical the Musical."  It's a fun one.  I went and saw it in Muskegan on Sunday...it was pretty alright.
 
I went to Nationals for volleyball at the beginning of the month...it was in Nebraska which is basically the most boring state on the planet..er..in the US...but it was fun..I love the girls on my team. And we played pretty well..considering the teams that we went up against.
 
I've been getting into rap music lately. I know! I'm retarded..I never thought the day would come..but it has.  WHAT'S NEXT?! COUNTRY?!   Now that one REALLY won't ever happen. I can't imagine ever acquiring a taste for country music. I get the chills just thinking about it.  Not the good chills...the bad ones.
 
There are good and bad chills, you know. Like..the good chills being listening to music that is so good that it just sends chills up and down your body.  Orrr...when you eat something really yummy...or when someone does dot dot dash on your back...the bad chills being (in my case anyways) when I eat green beans..or drink white milk..unless I'm eating something chocolate..then it's alright...or when I'm cold...man I hate being cold. I just think the whole cold weather thing is a ridiculous concept.
 
Oh, I got fingertips drilled into my bowling ball. Exciting, I know.   I have yet to bowl with it yet, so I'm not sure how it's going to go..but hopefully it will improve my bowling skills and rasie my average.  The bowling alley I go to plays country.  Mmm I hate it.
 
When I just typed mmm..it reminded me of Mmmbop by Hanson. Does anyone remember that band? I was never allowd to listen to them growing up and it made me SO mad. I wasn't allowd to listen to Britney Spears either, which also just made me furious. I mean..what kind of parent wouldn't allow there kid to listen to Britney Spears?! That's like torture.  Just kidding...but it did seem like torture growing up. All of the cool kids listened to her.  Oh my gosh it just struck me...THAT'S why I'm not cool. Because my parents didn't let me listen to Britney Spears. They're all to blame.
 
Oh, my sister is engaged. Yep...Adrian and Kelli are getting hitched..next September 15.  I'm the maid of honor. Woo!
 
Knowledge is contagious...we need to infect the truth...you don't always die from tobacco.  Sometimes you just lose a lung. Or get your tounge cut out.
 
I'm watching the Macy's day parade. Mmm...Happy Thanksgiving.  And what a happy day it is. I'm so glad that there isn't snow on the ground...I might've just had to kill myself if there was. So, what are you thankful for?   I have so much to be thankful for...I take so many things for granted.
 
Oh hey, I got an idea..lets hang out.  Call me if you want to. 16165665899.
 
There was this imposter lady bug crawling on my hand and I was like " Well how precious!" So I just let it crawl around..and it stopped on my pointer finger knuckle and was just sitting there and I was like aww he's going to take a nap on my hand..but NO! He was gnawing away at my skin. Now I have a scab there.  I flicked that little sucker off of my hand and then squished it.  It made a crunchy noise, which pleased me because it made me believe that his death was painful.
 
I've taken some pretty sweet pictures since last time I updated...I'll be sure and get them up sometime soon.
 
Anyways, life is generally alright.
 
Okay, well, I'm off to the grandparents house for dinner...I hope you all are having wonderful lives.  I miss you.
 
I love you.
 
Kimmy. x333
 
 
 
Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again


Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Currently Listening
Everything in Transit
By Jack's Mannequin
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Happy birthday to mee..

Happy birthday to mee..

Happy birthday dear Kiiiimm..

Happy birthday to me!

 

Yeah, I'm seventeen.  :)


Friday, October 13, 2006

Currently Listening
Almost Here
By The Academy Is...
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wow.
 
I forgot about this whole xanga thing.  So here's an update on what's going on in my life if anyone actually reads this, or anyone who reads this who actually gives a crap.
 
I'm Kim, for any of you who forgot,  by the way.
 
Well, life is fine. It's rarely good, but most of the time not too bad.  But I have a philosiphy for that..annd..I'm not going to share it here, because..well..nevermind.
 
School is fine. Trying to graduate early, so it's a little stressful, but it's going alright.  I'm a junior this year, but hoping to graduate by the end of next summer. 
 
My cat's birthday is today, so you should all wish her the happiest of birthdays.  She's twelve.
 
Oh, and happy Friday the 13th.  Yeah this is definitely one of those happy days. I think I'm going to see the Grudge 2 with some friends. Oohh how I love scary movies.
 
I can join the army this month. Um..yikes! Prayyy forrr meee.
 
Volleyball is going well..my team is going to nationals at the beginning of November in Omaha, Nebraska. THE most exciting state ever.  But if you've ever been there, you probably know that already.
 
My birthday is in eleven days. It's a big one. Seventeen.  Hah..that's not a big one.  But it's still exciting. So if you feel like calling me on the 24th, that'd be sweet.   16165665899.
 
I'm in two plays. "Flowers for Algrenon" and "Seusical the Musical."  You should come.  It could be fun.
 
It's Fall, and I love it. (That's not an update on me, since it's fall for the rest of you too..but it is my favorite season.)  I love pumkins, and I love apple cider.
 
My new favorite movies are The Newsies and Moulin Rouge..so if you ever want to watch them with me, I'd love to.
 
Well, that's about it. I'll try to comment you guys, because I really do kind of miss talking to some of you...er...all of you.
 
Here's a picture of my dog, because he's cool like that.
 
 
I hope you guys are having a wonderful life.
 
I love you.
 
Kimmy. x333
 
 
No more pain. No more love.
My heart was bleeding from so much grieving..
On the outside I looked fine..
..you couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell.
All I ever wanted was for someone to love me.
 


Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Eleanor Wybenga.

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September 12, 2003.

She was the most amazing person that I have ever met in my entire life. She made me a better person.  She was my best friend. I miss you, Eleanor. :(

I realize that is has been a while since I've last posted. I guess I've kind of switched over to myspace.

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Life is fine.

Have a good day, everyone.


Monday, August 14, 2006

Currently Listening
Hello, Good Friend
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Well, I'm back from camp. I got a lot of e-mails from a lot of you! Thanks! You guys are cool.

So. I haven't been doing much with xanga lately, and I wish I could say that it's because I've found something better to do with my time, but it's really not. The time I spent sitting here on xanga, is now spent sitting in my room pretty much doing nothing. I've been writing a lot of music lately though, which is fun. I guess that's doing something with my time.
 
So, camp was absolutely amazing. Here's some pictures. Nick, Galen and Matt were in my group again this year! I was pretty much more excited than I'd ever been. Ever.
 
Claire swinging. She hit me on her way back. But I got a cool picture out of it, so it's all good.
 
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Nick, Matt, and Galen on "fight night."
 
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Kristin, Amy, Claire, and Kristen.
 
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At the challenge course..
 
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Matt's freaking huge "wings."  I have baby wings.
 
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Me and Matt. ..not sure what he's doing haha.
 
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Me and Nick. 
 
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Annd me and Galen.   I'm going to miss giving that guy piggy back rides everywhere!
 
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Anyways..listening to Ken Rudolph twice every day was absolutely amazing. I love hearing his messages.   I realized at camp this week that my life is totally about me. I know, that's bad, but it is.  It's always about what I want, and what I need. But that's not how it should be. The whole purpose of why we're here is to glorify God with EVERYTHING that we say and do...and that's not what's happening in my life as of right now..so I'll be working on that.
 
Also what I learned is that God is enough to satisfy us.  Before camp it really felt like I need a boyfriend to satisfy myself, or I'd satisfy myself with hanging out with my friends.  Having friends isn't bad, don't get me wrong, but when they're what's satisfying you, not God, that's not good.  So if you're lonely, and feel unsatisfied, don't try to fill your emptiness with people, or things..because it won't work. God is the only thing that will truely satisfy you.
 
Well, I'm done, believe it or not.  I'll drop you all comments later..have a wonderful week!
 
I love you.
 
Kimmy. x333
 
Oh, today while I was babysitting, Ryann told me that I was as beautiful as a rock.
 
 
 
You're my supply, my breathe of life..
..still more awsome than I know.
You're my reward, worth living for..
..still more awsome than I know.

You're my sacrifice, of greated price..
..still more awsome than I know
You're my coming king,You are everything..
..still more awsome than I know

All of You is more than enough for..
..all of me for every thirst and..
..every need you satisfy me..
..with Your love and all I have in You..
..is more than enough.



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