| Yea so if you want an interesting experience, try reading your xanga entries from 4 or 5 years ago. and watch the memories come back to you all at once. some were good, some were bad... y'know i kinda wish i wrote in this thing more so i would actually remember what i'm doing now 5 years in the future. mood: @ work, bout to leave... excited music: Weezer - The Angel and The One -Ranman |
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| today/tonight was a roller coaster. you know something, most people complain when their life is in chaos and they have to make big decisions. well picture this.. you're in a position where you cant even think about your own life for two seconds because you're too fucking busying dealing with everyone else's life. i swear i'm like the parent to 25 fucking kids sometimes.
part of me hates it. but the other part of me understands how much its making me grow as a person. i never had any real sense of responsibility before this, and now i have more than i know what to do with. its fucked up sometimes. i just want a break, i just want to hang with someone who will tell me its alright.
i keep telling myself that when i'm done being commander that things will be easier. but i don't even know if thats true. i'm in a state of complete happiness, confidence, confusion, and chaos. i'm sure that makes no sense if you're reading this. but its not meant to make sense. because i dont make sense
music: odi acoustic - life
Ranman
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| yarg... why is it that when you finally get the motivation to do something, everything you need to do it breaks down?
OH SWEET IRONY
mmm.. goulet
oh yea i chopped my hair off
and oh yea how fucking pointless are xanga eprops?
and how fucking pointless is xanga?
bleep blop blorp
Ranman
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| so all my friends dont really like me any more. thats rad.
time to reboot my life
- me
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| y'know something...
people who try so damn hard to be politically correct are actually the most ignorant assholes in the world
sheesh
Ranman
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