Fuck you. I want to know how it feels that I'm the best you could ever have, so tell me when you lose your nerve. So what'd you go looking for and why? How long did it take before you stopped? Don't worry. It suits you just fine. You would think after all this time your taste would have lifted from my lips and I would forget your eyes were out for gold and all the rest. And I won't forgive-because I can't forget the weight I carry in my chest. I'm far too far from giving up- I swear. I swear. My wishes remain the same: for steady hands to be held. Hands to hold, and to be held. But what's left to heal? What's left of me? You'll get what you deserve-and when the time is right, you'll see it's funny how little it takes for you to become everything you say you hate. But don't worry. It suits you just fine. When you're out of sight-you'll be out of mind. Just like you showed me. I'll never admit how hard I fell. (So close, but not this time). So after all this time, what can you say for yourself? You fell so far, and for what? You took more than time. (I'll never be this sick again. you have to know this is tearing me apart.) You took more than time. You know damn well I wasn't ready for this.

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xanga photos videos blogrings metros profiles   Read or Post Comments Thursday, May 26, 2005   I am Nicole...and I get away with murder       Theres no stopping me.       I'm a fucking mess and everyone loves me for it. Pure love. <333 True love.         My boyfriend means the world to me. I got soft for a minute. Sorry.   www.myspace.com/thegirlonthewall   It's like a fuckin fan club.   To be famous is so nice.   <333333333333333333   Posted 5/26/2005 5:12 PM - 22 views - 3 comments recommend recs0 give stars votes0 share email sent0 Give eProps or Post a Comment 3 Comments Haven't been here in a bit. Hi. Posted 6/4/2005 12:40 PM by Anima_Di_Napoli - reply The bronx is treating me the same as it always has. Nothing's new..well except me. And that's about it. And happy bolated birthday, by the way. Posted 6/11/2005 4:19 PM by Anima_Di_Napoli - reply My fan club is bigger than yours. www.myspace.com/WILLslaysDragons Posted 8/11/2005 7:01 PM by My_HEART_Stops_Here - reply Choose Identity Xanga Network (?) Anonymous (Sign up for free!)   name (required) email (required) email not publicly displayedemail not valid website Give eProps (?) 2 eProps 1 eProp 0 ePropsComment Only Post a Comment Add Link | Preview HTML comment help  Say it with Minis! (?) Yay! Danger!!! Key to my heart... Tag you're it! View All Minis » [mini text] [mini credits] reset incorrect code Code You See Below (?) Submitting… Back to Repeat_I_Repeat_Repeat's Xanga Site! Note: your comment will appear in Repeat_I_Repeat_Repeat's local time zone: GMT -05:00 (Eastern Standard - US, Canada)