I GOT ON CK GUARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

And, well. I feel lonely. I dont' know why, I have friends(who I barely see), I have family(who I barely see), so why am I so alone? I don't have a best friend, maybe that's why. I need a best friend so I can really let go of ym problems to them. I don't need them to help, but just be there. And none of my friends right now hae time for that. I know I'm selfish, but still. I just feel alone...lol I sound like such an idiot, nobody's reading this anyway lol well, I'll be personal, then. If I never get a bf, being a loner is fine by me. I'll replace that with something else, like friends or family. I mean, I only wanted a bf cuz I wanted to know what it felt like to have somebody actually think of you as a special person, but my family does(I think) so that's okay. I'm still just curious about what bfs and gfs do. But still....yeah, that's about it. And I'm horribly crashing down the diet hill. Back to fruits n veggies!!! Ah, yes....I have to study for my finals now. If anybody read this(I highly doubt it).

another day. I hit Sean with my purse, supposedly he didn't say nething to piss me off, but Cody said he was talking about me and I HATE THAT. And now he's saying he's gonna kick my ass and everything. Feh. Neway. Soo, ym grade is getting better now, but it still sux. Math is horrible. It's a C+...but everything else is getting better. And I got FINALS. ERLACK. But I'm gonna do ok. Just study. Also, I still don't know if I got on CK guard or not!! AAAAH!!!!! Oh, the angst...I just talked to my dad in a year.....yesterday was his birthday. It's so weird talking to someone who used to be abusive and now is like....normal. But there's not too much to say. So I'm gonna go with some very nice icons: