Tuesday, September 18, 2007

• New Job, New Life..New....

  Yeah seems like everything is new to me in September. Boy has this month bought along major changes. I guess thats a good thing. I talk to my guy friends now more often. Especially this one guy I like his name is Hugo..But hes all the way in JacksonVille FL. Thats too bad. But I can tell things are not going to work out between me and him. He lives to far, hes too player like..and well...not into God stuff like me..Besides the distance is like..WHOAH..
  
  But I talk to him..he came at the right time in my life..I'm not saying he is my soulmate...but I do thank him for being there. I met him the day before I found out the whole thing with you know who and he keeps me thinking about him..He is a sweet, humble guy..who until now seems to care for me..at least a bit. On Sunday night he through a fit because I hadn't called him all day..he was like.."wow Mely..I'm over here waiting to see if you care at least a bit.waiting for the phone to ring like a fool I am..and nothing..I'm the one always calling you and stuff..he was upset..and then I got upset and told him the reason I haven't called him. At least he understood, but know that I have my moms cell phone I be texting him once a day and I call him during lunch hours.
  
  I know that we are talking because we both find an escape in each other. He is in this country alone. No family..no girlfriend..just himself..Me I have no boyfriend, I'm trying to survive a two year relationship breakup and he came along and just took my head off the other goof ball...

  I know that I'll always remember him for this..I know that in a way we are both just using each other..and that the minute we both find someone worth while it will end.

  But I pray that he finds someone good. He is going through alot right now. There are alot of dreams he wants to accomplish and I know that one day he will leave to El Salvador. I have a feeling this will end soon.
  But I just wanted to write this blog because..well..I'm thankful God put him in my path...He is helping me see the light..and helping me forget the goof ball....

  Mely

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