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ok... kel and i have officially started a new tradition... each day we will tell a new "story of the mormonite"... heres our first edition... enjoy! FailurByDesign16: Today is the day... I tell the story of the Morman.…
im so stoked for this concert!!! me+sara+cky=AWESOME BEYOND AWESOME... we finally got permission from my psycho mom... and we finally got a ride (because justin is an awesome super cool kid! and i love him!) haha yeah i …
Show me, show me, show me How you do that trick "The one that makes me scream," she said "The one that makes me laugh," she said And threw her arms around my neck "Show me how you do it And I promise you, I promise that …
hahaha kellys informing me that everyone hates me cuz i call steph a mormon... which is hi-fucking-larious (mooch off matt toby)
ok.... i asked gary last night if justin could take sara and i to the CKY concert... and he said yes, but i have a feeling that hes gonna bail the night before... or somehow me and sara are gonna get left in philly (whic…
im so tired... i just babysat the most evil kids ever... mud, water, cheetos and fig newtons do not mix. bad, bad times... yeah but anyways so now im home and bored out of my mind... so im gonna go watch snatch (good mov…
well i spent my night at the movies with fetus, kyle and hawaiian cris (who surprisingly remembered me from freshman day)yeah hes definately hot... but anyways we saw underworld which wasnt as good as i thought it would …
well... pretty eventful night last night... me and megan went to the mall... but i only went with assurance from morgan that gary wasnt going to be there... but.. because god hates me... youll never guess who i saw.... m…
well today was pretty boring... but tonite me and meg are going to the mall... and fetus is gonna be there... prolly everyone else too... and then tomorrow night justins taking me and meg to the movies, hes a pretty cool…
you guys... loneliness sucks i really am tired of being alone and i know im not physically alone, i mean i need someone to love... now i know what juans going through and really dont like it too much
ahhh.... im all excited... matt toby got me pumped for this fits concert!! and plus OMG CKY IS HAVING A CONCERT ON HALLOWEEN!!! ahhh and tickets are only 25... so im definately going
alright... yet another boring day, except i hung out with sara and sloman after school.... its pretty awesome when me n sara stay after cuz we always end up bonding.... and then me my mom went to buy a shitload of Mcdona…
blah... me and kayla are at school :( cuz we have to finsih this project.... and im super bored
OMG my powers back.... god i am so happy... its one of the best moments of my life *tear*... yeah but anyways speaking of god i had a quality god conversation with this kid whos friends with gary i think... yeah but othe…
libilah... im at school skipping lunch so i can work on this stupid project for schall... and i just got writers block so i decided to write in my wonderful xanga... its pointless i know... but hey its a way to pass time
super bored... the mom made me leave megs which is massively retarded, i think shes jealous cuz i got to relish in the beauty of electricity but hey... anyways im back to surviving on PB&J sandwiches... the worst part ab…
well im at megs... she just kicked my ass in pool... and then she fell a few times and accidently hit herself with the pool stick... lmao... yeah but i still dont have power *tear* so me and the brother came here to expe…
libilah.... things are really not going too good right now... i really want to hate gary... that sounds so stupid, i want to hate him so much... but i dont... and now i know what sara was going through with mark... i end…
i am in the worst possible mood ever... me n gary had sex last night... and then everyones calling me this morning saying that he got online and was bragging about how he fucked the shit outta me... which seriously feels…
oh yeah... and i havent had power in like 21476378294678 years... im going to die... im at my moms work right now, like crying cuz i have a computer, but then i gotta GO HOME and walk around with candles again.... *sigh*
gary completely bailed on me n kelly last night... what a dick... but oh well i had lots of fun anyways... and now he sayign he wants to do something today, but i highly doubt it cuz im pretty pissed...libilah...
yeah im super bored right now, stuck at home watching the brother cuz mom says that since armageddons coming i have to be at home when i die.... which really makes no sense at all... if in fact i was going to die id be o…
*yawn* i just woke up... and i have a headache cuz i slept too much... i miss gary a little bit :( and now im super bored... but im prolly not going to be allowed to do anythign cuz my moms a psycho bitch
im going to kill my mother... i hate her with the fire of a thousand suns... i hate her more than stephanie (which is really saying something)... in all my 14 years of existance i have never hated anyone more... i have n…
ive been thinking about what sara told me online earlier... im not sure if she was telling me that to keep me away or if its true and shes being a friend and watching out for me...
alright well i told sara everything, and i think she understands... she said some kinda mean stuff but then again i kinda deserved it... i just have the feeling that tomorrow everyones going to hate me, seriously its lik…
yeah i decided not to go out with andrew... i was talking to josh about it in art and i just lost the feeling of wanting to be with him, after the battle i started to love being single again, like when i first became sin…
this weekend was so kickass... i went to the RDP concert on friday with megan andrew josh stevie sara and morgan... and i have a feeling that andrew and i are gonna be going out soon, we were cuddling alot and it felt re…
today was fun... me and sara bonded... it was cool... we walked to the greek village and ate food and then filled out applications, then we hung out at school for a while and went to the JV game with andrew josh and stev…
wow im in an awesome libilah mood
ok... i just got the extreme urge to xanga about my morgi, i just want it to be known how much i love morgi... she is the coolest chick ive ever met and i would literally kill myself if anything happened to her, and i wo…
ugh.. libilah.... boring boring day... megan came over after school and we basically just sat around for a while... im starting to get the feeling that were drifting apart a little bit... me and juan worked things out, b…
omg... ok... you gotta sit down for this one... STEPHANIES A MORMON! hahaha!!! oh.. and heres the kicker... juans all bitching and moaning cuz they havent gotten to first yet... *tear of happpiness and laughter* its so g…
god i feel so bad... andrews so upset over cassy and im so caught up in my own problems and im so out of it that i cant help him, and i hate that cuz i love being there for people and helping them, its basically in my na…
alright well im in a state of severe depression, juan made me feel like shit on the phone, like i was the most insignificant and evil person alive.... aint that peachy? yeah and he got pissed cuz he said i talked shit ab…