"This is way beyond my remote concern Of being condescending." I'm not the only girl that loves a bouquet But your blank face just tells me one thing That this whole thing is entirely a lie And your eyes which sho…
Well, it's official. I love Seth so much it makes me melt!! I guess I already knew that... but maybe you didn't! I am also so proud of him! Ah! He graduated. I feel so little. Anyway.. he just left with Matt. W…
Lol well, after reading the comments on my xanga, it only further proved the second part of my message. People absolutely hate hearing the truth about their lives. And they will make any excuses possible to say the t…
Why are Christians so stupid sometimes? Obviously I'm generalizing. I mean, seriously guys, wake up. You really think God doesn't care about your education? Sure... that's why he devoted a WHOLE BOOK to wisdom. Bu…
Hehe, today is Seth's and mine two year anniversary . We didn't really do anything special, but being together today was special just the same. We'll celebrate for real sometime soon. He's planning a surprise.. I dun…
Well today was the best day I've had in awhile. Seth came over and we just hung out together all day. I feel much better now. I still have that darn resarch project to do though lol. Oh well, no stress. One week of …
Ok. Well, after my cat pounced up on my lap and very haughtily pushed away my keyboard with his paws and forced me to pet him, I am finally ready to make my post. Not much to say. Seth's graduating soon and I'm nervou…
well praise God he gives grace to the lowly. i just made seth's cape for starwars, i must say, i'm handy with a pair of scissors. i'm so tired, i should be in bed lol. but here's a poem. based off of my xanga theme…
I'm tired of waking up to a dull light, So alone and cold: fearful that you've left me here. But when I'm sitting in the black night, You fight to come and find your peace beside me, Praying that we'll make it through. …
Well, I had my birthday party yesterday. It didn't really turn out like I hoped it would, since no one really spoke to me at all save Seth, Matthew, Kathleen, and Brian somewhat... but oh well. I guess that's what happ…
I'm 16. And... I'm cool. I got a bathing suit, and a cute skirt, and a new purse (not to mentiona ll the clothes my mom has slowly been buying me), Timarie paid for my driver's ed, lol because she's amazing, and I got …
Well. I turn sixteen tomorrow. Yay... So some people are coming over for a party, it should be loads of fun. I hope it doesn't rain. Timarie and Seth and I are getting our Star Wars costumes tomorrow. And then Set…
|edit| Caring is empty and love is unreal Cut me with scissors and kiss me to death We'll betray our childish fears Of ending up alone And growing blind from tears We're a strong new generation And we're tired of b…
The paper singed with blood from paper cuts Takes on the sunlight's evening glow You say you'd like to knock me down Well, I've been lying all day long A glass of water will not quench my thirst While knife shaped cl…
Your whispers make a distinctive line across the back of my neck. I'd shiver, but the fear of your presence has left me numb. My penchant for pain is dwindling, do allow me to escort you home. I seem to have misplaced m…
"The flowers you gave me are rotting And still I refuse to throw them away.
Some of the bulbs never opened quite fully
They might so I'm waiting and staying awake.
Things I have loved I'm allowed to keep
I'll neve…
i'm baaaaaaaack. i wrote some stuff. i'll post it tomorrow. hey! i'll be sixteen in thirteen days!!! i missed you so much seth!