Friday, June 03, 2005

• Fun last few days.  I can't help that feeling that when you're around a bunch of people and you start to want to be alone, but when you finally are you're struck with the realization that everyone around you that you love is gone!  I start to want them back immediately even though I was just wanting everyone to be gone.  I don't know how to control that emotion. 

  Either way, I've had a fun week, even though I haven't accomplished some of the things I wanted to.  I suppose it could have been much worse.  I'll get into the swing of things eventually.  It hasn't even been a week since I've been home, so I guess I still have that excuse. 

  I'm happy.  It's a strange happiness, but it's there just the same.  I'm unsettled, I think is the problem.  There's a hint of confusion mixed in with that just from not knowing what's going to happen or what you should do with all the time you have off that you're not actively working to make into something meaningful, but it's still good.  That's really the best way I can describe it.  Either way, I have class in the morning, one in which I cannot miss, so I'd better start to get ready for bed now.  Much love to you all.  You'll never really know how much I appreciate you...

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