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i'm feeling pretty good. i have a few hours after this quick entry to sleep. and then start my beautiful day. Thank You Lord. I don't say that ENOUGH. it's been crazy and fun and stressful and simply, amazing. Have a…
if you love seeing people you know and love. then being a sophomore at jester is great =) woot* and an added plus is having your cousin live on the floor exactly above yours with a room almost exactly above yours.. i lov…
some ways i have changed over the years. 1. i'm very afraid of relationships 2. i actually like cleaning -_- 3. i love swimming anytime of day =) 4. i'm less confident =( 5. my range seems permanently shorter =( 6…
confidence. i shouldn't take offense. facts over stories.i hate choring. i love cake. i love steak. so here come the weight. bc i finish the plate. renew my heart. hide from the dart. that's going straight to the mind.…
i sound so chippy in my last entry. ha! wow. but that balloon popped and i'm slamming down to earth now. yikes BUT i went to deadmans today. it was beautiful. we jumped off of 20-40-50 foot cliffs into a natural pool. w…
oops edit. maybe an honest but pretty shallow update today? 1. i am going to apply to sprint =) bc my dream is to work with james koo 2. i plan on taking 17 hours and i am deciding to change my schedule where most of …
1. you are too fun. 2. you shouldn't say the right things at the right time. 3. i think you exaggerate. but that's ok. 4. i kinda like not knowing what's going to happen to us tomorrow. 5. if you always cook then i'll a…
=) life is good. even though i say i'd change a few things here and there. i can't complain. i need to work more. all my $$ is going out the wazoo. where is it going? I"M SO EFFIN BORED. someone save me. i'm going t…
chungki hates me. but i love him. what kind of relationship is this? ok. yay or nay. pursue or not? should i let my heart go.... or should i hold on. .hoping he'll look at me in another light. PUAHAHAHAHAHAAHA. ah…
i always write my name at the top of receipts when i drop off the check at my tables at pappadeauxs.. and sometimes men think they're suave and give me their #'s or email addresses... haha i feel so pretty. especially si…
peter says i'm a xanga whore. i'd like to think that i'm just addicted to xanga. not a whore. that sounds so.. bad? and maybe i have problems communicating my feelings in most other socially accepted mediums so xanga is …
its only about halfway through.but what a stupid sunday. OH and i say i'm through with _____. thats like 3 years worth of baggage i'm needing to let go. that shall begin TODAY! OH and i also say. F*S*GD*A*B*SOB*ugh.…
do you know which song with a girl singer.. kinda punk rockish.. =) i love it.. i just dont know the name... "My HEART LIES to you... my heart lies to you..." something liek that.. please someone help me... this song h…
a few things that will always melt my heart. + an invitation to share a home made dinner + subtle ways to realize how much passion someone has for GOD, music, or just loving life + compliments from someone who rarely giv…
friends.. brothers..lovers? LEND ME YOUR EARS. hehe only for a moment i am in austin, tx. give me a holler =) i'm not quite sure how my work schedule will be. BUT I'll MAKE time for YOU... that's if you call me and…
who took this picture? hahahaha. =) you know.. i'm just an admirer.. and also take note.. how the bottle is completely FULL =D yup! i look like i was dancing alone that night. well~ if you're my friend.. then you sho…
boo. those dreams mean something. please do not drink and drive my friends. and someone please confiscate my phone. those late night phone calls can be something i can definitely be embarrassed about the following morni…
=) edit. i just paid off my credit cards in full. that feels so goooood. so i'm feeling a little lonely, call me sometime lovers. i'm here to entertain. this is scary bc its my 2nd edit. ew but BE CAREFUL ALL... i w…