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Thursday, August 07, 2008
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"I was dead until you found me, though I breathed. I was sightless, though I could see. And then you came...and I was awakened."
-J. R. Ward, Lover AwakenedLife is good. Been so busy with planning events and wondering about how to start out my flier.
I've been selling books on Half.com. BANK! I laugh at myself.I went to sleep late on Tuesday; around 4AM. I woke up around 6 to get ready for class. I was so tired (guess what I did).
We got our tests back from the day before. 99%. Good enough for me. I missed by a point. Totally tired from the night before I knocked out with my head on the desk.
The next hour and a half I was asleep. When I was close to waking up I heard myself snore. LMFAO. IT was hilarious. I was embarrassed, but too tired to care. My friend next to me was giggling the whole time.
I told her, Next break, we're so out. So I left early. We went to her place and I slept for another 2 hours. When I left her place I went around my area, driving around for a couple more hours.
Thinking about the incident in class earlier that morning, I still laugh. That's what I get for sleeping in class and inviting people over; but in the end, it's all worth my while.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
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DARK KNIGHT.
Such a great movie. GO WATCH IT if you haven't. :]
He says he enjoys my company, I'm starting to understand what he meant by that. I'm really enjoying his company as well.
I love to laugh. After the movie I couldn't stop giggling.
Even before making out I'd start to feel it. Maybe it was just the food.
Who knows.
Kissing burns some calories, good times.-||KS||
Harley Quinn in the old batman cartoon series was one of my favorite villains. Still can't get enough.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
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Aggressive Sex.
There is a difference between dominance and aggressiveness. I like bold actions, of course they'd have to rub me the right way in order for me not to get pissed off.
I love the art of foreplay. When it comes to feeling something good or reading something GREAT I love to take my time. I don't want to desensitize myself of the sensation of getting felt up on; my favorite: drink, icecream, scent; or anything delightful in general.
I just really love to take my time, there's nothing like a good tease.
A month ago, I found out one of my favorite parks had to be closed down because there had been findings of lead. Instead of going to the park, I just release tension in my pool. I do at least 20 laps around the pool. I can feel the difference every day I do it.
I'm dating a health nut. Sometimes I don't know if I feel offended, or relieved. He's a real different guy.
Since we first started talking, I've seen him at least once or more than twice every week. I worry for him because of gas.
One night he brought me a variety of Vietnamese food. The long sandwiches were great. He even brought me thai tea. Talk about over whelming. It was a real sweet thing, just us at the house eating dinner and talking. He got to know my dog, bribing him with food in order to get close.
The next morning he followed me to class. It had been months since the last time I drove a car anywhere. Especially with the upgrade from a car to an SUV. It turned out I didn't even need his help parking that car. I felt good.
I'm glad I can talk about things with him. I thought I'd never find something like what I had back then, but I guess all it takes is an open mind and a caring nature.
We've talked about a whole mess of things. What's up with guys and riddles? He told me a couple, some made me laugh; the other made me really think.
Another thing I'm glad he can handle is when I talk about the stuff that really gets me down.
I think it was on the 4th night that I started to open up how I felt about something. I already forgot what it was about.
In general he's a real sweet guy. Yeah he says he complains about a crap load of things, but I guess I can handle it. I'm real patient, and I believe in not pushing people into liking things they don't feel comfortable with.
If you don't like it, Don't SWALLOW IT!
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Life's been pleasure. I believe that I would not have been born in this time and place if I couldn't handle my surroundings.
It's all about being able to adapt to your environment. -||KS||
Sunday, July 20, 2008
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Secret Diary of a call girl.
What a great show. I get to watch a lot of mini tutorials on different things, like how to act like a call girl (like I would?)
The last show was about BDSM. I don't think I could become a dominatrix. As much as I get off on getting pissed off at times with bad boys, I don't like the thought of beating the hell out of them or treating them like dogs. Maybe just a little, but there are some things that are a bit much.
Monday, July 14, 2008
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Nightmare. Dating.
To me, nothing is as creepy as an abandoned hospital; work place; operating room with medical supplies unclean and laid out after a surgery.
I had a nightmare that went from place to place. Towards the end there was this random set up where all the females that I felt have betrayed me through the years stood. One after another I had unleashed feelings I haven't felt in a long time. The BETRAYAL felt so strong.
I was overwhelmed with emotion. I didn't want to be asleep anymore. I shook myself out of the dream. It was terrible. People I had forgiven, and others I just haven't.Dark Knight.
IT's coming out soon! I can't wait. :] I've had such a good week last week. Saw Mr. Sunday three times.
Every time he calls I can't help but smile. His picture pops up along with his face. It's like we're in a relationship already. For now we're just going to see how it goes. School and work is going to keep the both of us busy, but I'm sure we'll make time for each other.
It all started with a movie; then it lead to..
You're Viet? I LOVE PHO!
Lol. I was just fucking around though, and from there we started to plan the whole Movie & Pho night. The next night I told him that things with me and the ex were getting complicated, so he decided to back off. The next morning I sent him a picture of me while I was at church since I forgot to send him one back after his picture. Next thing you know, a couple hours later we were out doing the whole thing.
I learn something new about this guy every day. He's so mysterious and hard to read. There's something about him that I can tell FEMALES go for. It's probably the charm, but no- it's something really different.
He has all these different tattoos. I won't lie, I can't help myself and touch them as much as possible.
He cracks me up on random occasions about some of the things we talk about. He says he enjoys my company. The things that throw me off though is the fact that he forgot to mention to me that he wasn't looking for a relationship and not looking in to making anything out of it. USUALLY, that's what he tells girls before he comes out to hang out.
What a joke, loser forgot to tell me that. So my guard gets kicked up from time to time when I'm around him. I'm having fun, but trying not to have too much fun. Life always has its balances. He holds my hand when we sit on the couch and talk. Sometimes we talk about the books we've read.
I really like that. Maybe someday this could be the guy I could sitting on comfy cushions with and read a book next to. Quiet time. Peace. Relaxation and enjoyment. Great place to go to for comfort. It all works out in a simple sense.
I really enjoy his company. My friends say they haven't seen me smile like I had in a long while.
Maybe this is another turning point in my life. Who really knows..
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