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Sunday, May 11, 2008
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My child
Thank-you for being a part of my life. It is not always easy for us, but that is life. I do not always make the best decisions. I don't always make the choices you like. I know that we both say things we should not. I do not believe that you hate me, though it still hurts when you say you do. Yes it is because I love you. Someday I hope you understand what it is to love a child. Until then you will never truly know what love is. You will not feel complete until the first time you hold your child in your arms. That is true love. Until then be patient with me and I will be patient with you. Know that being your mom is the best thing I have ever done in this world. If I were to be given a second chance I wouldn't change a thing.
Monday, May 05, 2008
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Count your blessings.
I count mine every day. It has been over three months since:
Everytime I think of how life stinks. How it sucks to have to move again just a year after moving. How I wish I were rich. I remember this particular accident. There are so many worse things in life that could happen that I must be thankful for what I do have. My husband slammed into the back of a semi @60 MPH. It was 330 am, it was dark and the truck sat in the road with no lights on. Course the truck driver denies this. The truck dragged my hubby several hundred yards and then left the scene. My husband walked out of this wreck. The jaws of life were used to pry the steering wheel off his belly. He was cut and scratched. His belly badly bruised. His knee blown out. He survived. Was this an act of God, a well built vehicle, or a nice strong semi? I do not know. I only know he is still here and there must be a good reason.
Let that be a lesson to all of you. Though things don't always go the way you want them to, it could be much worse.................
Saturday, May 03, 2008
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Forgive me
I have been absent from my Xanga life and world. I have dearly missed reading all the wonderful & creative posts that my friends create here. I have missed creating my own posts. My creative has left me lately and though I try not to try to find it, it still is not there. I miss it dearly. I can't seem to reach the words that are trapped inside fighting to get out. I start and it looks all wrong so I have to trash it.
Monday, April 28, 2008
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Me
I am not sure where my inspiration has gone but lately it has been missing from my life. Kinda stinks I guess mostly because I am tired of seeing a blank screen in front of me. I can feel something simmering in my mind but I have yet been able to bring it up to the front! Ah well maybe an other day!!!!!
Had a good weekend. Had some families over for a lunch & play. Kinda a social situation with kids. I am trying to make hubby some friends....he gets upset that I have people and he does not.
Holy crap we had the cats gutted (spayed) and declawed (front) and that cost us $400....shoot things are just too expensive lately.
Monday, April 21, 2008
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WWC4
Weekly Wiriters Challenge Weekly Writing Challenge:Free write for five minutes, a story, beginning with "He found the cacophony distracting as he walked in the room."
He found the cacophony distracting as he walked into the room. He walked towards the front of the room. He was not expecting the class he was taking to be starting out like this. This was a class on paranormal research. He got closer to the group at the front of the room. They seemed to be gathered around a computer. He leaned to the woman on his left
"what did I miss"
she smiles towards him, " demonstration with pictures of spirits or ghosts if you will."
He frowns for having been late. "Oh? Please explain it to me."
The first ones are much. pictures of orbs. A common phenomenon in the paranormal world. Then came the picture of excitement. At first glance the picture they are looking at looks like a normal store front. But once you brighten and zoom in on the picture you can see a form of a man. It started out looking as if there were a few orbs on the window, or a reflection When the teacher looked closer he found a shadowy form that joined the orbs. The orbs became the arms and legs."
"How amazing that is. I guess that would cause a lot of excitement"
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- Name: Hope
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 10/16/2007
