Comfortably Numb

Comfortably Numb
HELLO???? Is there anybody out there?
Why is it that I can be in a room full of people and feel total alone? I feel like I don't belong. I am not one with the people there. I am secluded in my own little world that no one will ever understand. It's my circumstance that brought me here. It is my own will that keeps me from staying. I wonder if I can ever belong in this world. I wonder will I ever find that one spot that lets me shine. Can I ever stand alone and feel like I belong? Or am I destined to forever be on the outside looking in? Sitting here and feeling numb, floating on the emotions of my life.
After all I am only human and my ways differ from yours. Do not fault me for being me. Do not laugh or poke fun because my grace failed me at the wrong moment. Do not stare as if I have grown a second head. I am a unique person. You can find me with my nose stuck in the book of reality. Greedily soaking up every word there. The words are not always kind. The actions often unfair.
I look around and I see senseless voilence. Stupid mistakes. Children needlessly hurt and killed. I see jealousy and rage. Maybe it is safer in my own world. Maybe I should stay here and invite the good people in. I know there has to bee goodness out there somewhere. Can you help me find it and bring it to life?