| | *Konnichiwa (((Current Mood  Not Feeling So Good)))
As more than usual... im becoming more depressed or overloaded with homeowork... Today's periods: 2,4,6,7
Math: Boring.... Test on friday... ask Obinna and Onii-chan for help...
P.E. Went to the park... ate food... swung on the swings by myself like a loner... i felt all alone on the swings... deep in thought tho...
English: ....ugh dont even want to think about it... i failed this 10 point quiz just because i answered the answers not in a complete sentence... since my teacher is new... he hasnt really assigned much assignments... so the grades are well short... im failing english now!  ugh just great... another fail to add to my report card... have a D in history....(and i think its lowering) i have a F in math... and a F in english now... just great... i think im going to summer school this year for the 1st time in my life! this is just wonderful... well anyways, the teacher says just get better grades from now on, and i'll pull my grade up... hopefully i can do that.... 
Art: Funny.... sometimes u can laugh at someone... but what if the person doesnt think its funny? people in my class played a joke... so thats pretty much about it.
I keep on telling myself i need to apply myself more into my school work... so i can get better grades so my mom wont get pissed at me... so i can look at my report card and think that i accomplished something...  But no... why me.... i dont mean to do this on purpose.... but i just do it without meaning to... In math... i just need help... is it my fault i can understand a lesson from that teacher? but still.... In History... i study.... and i fail... i guess i need to concentrate more on my work... so i wont have to fail his tests. but i keep on telling myself this... but i dunno.... In english... i just hate it!  ugh! i mean.... its like... a 10 point quiz... shouldnt it NOT lower ur grade from like a C to an F? ai-ya... oh well i guess... im saying it again, i tell myself to apply myself more into my grades... but i just dont do it... Some people tell me not to care because they got worse grades...but thats them.... i care about my grades... alot just because i dont want to be disappointed in myself.... i dont know....  |
| | Posted 3/18/2004 9:31 PM - 1 view - 3 comments
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