Hello yall =p

here's whats new, I've been accepted to WSU =p sweetness, I've dropped all ties with the rat-buggar formally known as my ex, I've been on a few dates... and you know what I am still a virgin... each one of them taught me something about my self, Justin *not the guy I work with it was another Justin, who works at a cute little shoppe* taught me that I have a heart... he left his gf... and asked me out... but still luved her... so instead of taking this totally cute hunk... I helped him set things right ^.^v they are now together and happy *squeals with happiness for them* I told him if he ever hurt her like that again and she wanted vengeance I'd point out where he was hiding. then there was Jason... he taught me I have standards... he was pretty much like my ex... the rat-bastard =p... I dumped him before things got serious... sure they start out sweet... but I'm never going to let myself be hurt again... then there was Travis... OMG.. he was hot... and he was so perfect... and he wanted me.... one bad thing... he did drugs... not when I was around.. but still...so I dropped him like a sack of moldy potatoes... he taught me... I can get a hot guy... but I shouldn't have to settle for a loser...

well I'm officially a partier... I went to a party or two... boooooring... all people did was drink... and talk... I prefer anime and board games with a chance of playing at the laundry mat, =p I miss all you guys sometimes... but I'm not going back to internet... not for a while anyway... I've got a cell phone and you're all invited to call me whenever... my # is 316-209-2495... yep I got the one thing I swore I'd never get... but darn it if it isn't handy... I have only one luxury on it... TETRIS =p

well... I may be competing for Miss Kansas... I sent in my Application and photo...I was kinda pressured into it... everyone keeps saying, you only live once and you're so pretty and why not... and come on... so finally... Darn it... I know I wont win.. but hey... I tried...

I have an interview at Dillons Marketplace the new one near Eastborough... *crosses fingers* I hope I get... they are hiring people like Crazy there and I would just love it if I didn't have to go into work at wal-mart anymore, though people have come to know and rely on me there... *I'm sorta an informal trainer..people are always asking me where to go what to do, what are all the codes* but they can hire a new cashier like that *snaps fingers*

My mom still has no job... so I have been supporting us ... I have a 56 year old child =.=... she really angers me sometimes ya know... I luv my mom... but why do I have to support her ... she's an adult for heavens sake... I should be the one coming to her begging for money... not the other way around v.v... I'd leave her... but no one else would take care of her... so I feel guilty...

Kayla and darren are officially engaged YAYAYAYAY (=  congrats to the happy couple, they have almost 400 titles of anime between them... lucky buggars... I've only watched a 10th of it... most of it good, need more pervy comedies... those are the WOOT... Found an awesome Majick shoppe... Journey's Metaphysics and Books... not that far from My cousins house... never knew it was there, but apparently it's been there for ages... ah well, I just love the smell of the musty books and the feel of the oldness...it's kewl...

so there you have it... going to college, on the dating scene, switching jobs... and pagentry.... my god... it's like invasion of the body snatchers up in here....and ya know what I've never been happier... sometimes I have sad moments.. but it's been drastically reduced... I'm like a barbie doll sometimes it's scary... I'm totally plastic... not really.. 100% pure learning power baby =p ...mmmm Meatballs are calling, I gotta go, Call me I'd luv to hear from ya, and HAPPY B-Day SHANDIIN CALL ME!!!!