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  • Well today is the last day I will seem totally myself for awhile, why because I have to get hooked up to a heart monitor...which is a little box that is attatched to me by electrodes and monitors what happens in my heart…
  • I try to seem like I'm either always happy or have no feelings at all, but it's not true, the fact is sometimes I'm very emotional. And all day I've been getting bombarded with these emotions. Anger, Sadness, Depressio…
  • Today I feel good ^-^ I think all that rest I had worked, plus the absence of caffiene in my blood stream helped, today I didn't have many problems, and I was quite awake *probably due to that Tylenol A.M. stuff...I hate…
  • Hey, I'm home early, I just couldn't stand it, I couldn't breath, especially in choir class, the teacher kept saying give me more, andI was giving all I could *i thought I was gonna pass out, but i didn't thankgoodness*…
  • WARNING THIS ENTRY IS VERY GRAPHIC, SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR CERTAIN THINGS PLEASE DON'T READ ^-^Well the horrible pill strikes again...*GROWLS* I'm bleeding where I shouldn't have blood coming from, my stomach hurts…
  • YAY my comp. lives again...It didn't work for a while...I had to go through all kinds of channels to get it back, it was fun...so many diff. ways but finally this one guy at earthlink.net on the phone re-routed the whole…
  • 1 day, 1 day, 1 day, 1 day, 1 day, 1 day, 1 day ,1 day *continues on for a few hours* tommorow is the FALL FEST, and Rusty please remember to bring my C.D. back...ok...ok....where was I...1 day, 1 day, 1 day, 1day.... so…
  • Today is kinda slow, I finished another chapter but didn't feel like typing it up I'll do that tommorow I promise o.- well i got my boots and darren got Star Wars trilogy on dvd all around good day ^-^
  • Hiya all ^-^ 2 days...or is it 3...deepends on how you count it. I get my new stuff tommorow YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. I've been writing a little, which for me is a big thing, cause I usually have dry spells where I…
  • 4 days till the Fall Fest YAY. There are these 3 guys I'd really like to just tell to go away, but lucky me I have to work with them for a grade *please note the major amount of Sarcasm*. school's ...ehhh...I have fun th…
  • Went to an early church this morning...now I'm back, I think I'll take a nap and eat something later or something..I have no clue what I want to do, home work, 2 things, but I don't want to do I.R. right now, it's polit…
  • Today should be good, got 4 hrs. of sleep and now I'm exhausted from doing mom's errands any way here are the Lyrics to Weird Al Yankovic's song Jerry Springer ^-^ : It's been one week since we got to see, cheating lover…
  • Lately this song has been running through my head and it just seems to fit my mood lately... Some Where I belong by Linkin Park....When this began, I had nothing to say and I get lost in the nothingness inside of me, I w…
  • TODAY WAS AWESOME...first I went to school...(ashley wants to know if I mean what I say and she whacking me over the head with the Windy card *from my clow book*) As you all can read ashley is right next to me and is bea…
  • WOW 80 comments on my last weblog...AWESOME hehehe, that was an awesome conversation. lets do that again sometime ^-^ what am i doing...nothing much drinking a pepsi watching Aladdin and trying to pop my back *it's reall…
  • A FORCED SMILE...Written bye me what am i nothing: Though sad inside I may be, My body battered laying on the tile, My eye's swollen with so many tears I can't see, Through it all I am forced to smile. Many nights I cry…
  • Today is the last day of the rest of today....I know that doesn't make sense...But I felt like saying it ...I have to cover up all my freakishnesss before my mom's friends get here...why are they coming here? to meet my …
  • I have good news, I don't have to take the Pills for awhile again....YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYAY, so all the stuff should clear out of my system in a few days ^-^ There was the largest spider in my house thi…
  • I woke up this morning and my heart feels like it's going to burst ^.^ I want to give the world a hug ^-^ I want to make everyone as happy as me I've already hugged my mom and my kitties and puppy, But now I want to make…
  • sorry about my earlier weblog...I was in a mood...I hate those stupid pills, now I'm going into depression so with my last semi-coherent words I say please don't take these moods to heart, I'm just not used to such swing…
  • I have decided that I am to emotional, to weird and I should go away. No one's fault but my own...see I'm being emotional again, and you guys don't need me talking about myself like i'm doing now, why do i do that. See w…
  • The Rabbit Ranking order : Fourth Hours ruled : 5am - 7am Direction : Directly East Season; month : Spring; March Western sign : Pisces Fixed Element : Wood Stem : Negative …
  • I am becoming overwhelmingly emotional...on account of those nasty pills...darn side effects. School was good got into a poking fight with Shandiin, ate another large bag of shockers...it's funny to watch others bite int…
  • Ashley is over YAY, she can come to the fall fest ^-^ School is good, life is good....watching Futurama Vol. 4. Never try to take a nap in the hall during lunch...it's not safe anymore. I was just sitting there trying to…
  • This is going to be a great week. There was no school on Moday *of course* , tommorow is an early out ^-^ and even though i'm not fond of pep assemblies *we're having one on friday* they get me out of school 5 min. earli…
  • Name : Lelani Hair color : brown Eye color : blue / green/ grey Fav. Anime/Manga: Fruits Basket, SM, Cardcaptors, Sorcerer hunters. Animals: 2 cats and a dog *they are so kawaii* fav. movie: don't make me choose. Fa…
  • THIS IS AN AWESOME LINK FOR LOTS OF FRUITS BASKET HIJINKS, once you read it you'll laugh your A$$ off...or I'll give you all a kiss on the - you really thought i was going to say that didn't you? ^-^ anyway here's the l…
  • The wonderous things that pepsi does to me, from that first sip i feel lighter, more hyper, and less tired. With the right amount of pepsi inside of me I forget that I'm shy, I forget that i am terrified of certain thing…
  • I hate these pills, i hate these pills, I hate these pills...did I mention I hate these pills...So far i've collapsed on the floor, everytime i stand up I get dizzy, I'm just about to toss my snack *other words through u…
  • Just an average day, chased down my friends lost my breath and now I'm listening to loud rock music to block them all out...not that I don't adore having fun it's just I'm tired, I wanna throw up and the mosquitoes wont …
  • I'm so very tired this morning, I haven't been sleeping well as you guys know. but now I really don't know if i can get going, i know i have to, but on the other hand, i could just crawl back into bed and sleep. so man…
  • I just keep singing this it's one of my fav. song's it from Tim Burton's: The Nightmare Before Christmas ... Boys and Ghouls of every age, would you like to see something strange? come with us and you will see, this…

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