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| Last daySo this is the last day before i head out to vacation. And as the last month of summer goes by  This summer has been a blast. From playing basketball(as always) to chillin with My Boys at Serra Bowl and In-N-Out, and too playing vball with my BOYS! My Bestest, And my sucka, And Trae! Every moment i can relive this summer has been nothing but good times and smiles. And that is how every person living summer should have it. I mean summer is a time to be carefree, even if you do have summer school, mm, in a way. Though i had it easy, my teacher was fckn chill. So as i head out, i'm left with My sucka, of course my boy, and my sister(Viv) And i couldn't be more happy, from everything Eric & I have done together, and too everything Sucka & I have done, it was fun  And of course being Captain for my volleyball team has been a good experience, it has in a way prepared me for what is too come in the spring season for Varsity. Too fellowshipping when we had no ideas in the beginning of the season, too playing a succesful game for fellowship, telling my devo, and spittin' for the Man upstairs, He has blessed me with my circle of friends, and i thank him everyday for that. So too a more serious topic, yet not so serious, the journey i have takin with Ana has so far been going Good. But of course, all journeys take unexpected turns, and though i may be prepared for the worst, i know i am not, yet i know God is watching over me. So lets be real here, real talk for a minute, So someone close to me said to not make the same mistakes twice. And i am seriously taking that advice. Before as i recall, we just went to the movies and chilled at my house, don't get me wrong, not that i regretted what i did, but it was repetitive. With Ana, i am going out, going bowling, and the usual movies, which is okay once in a while, but Wall-E was good enough Also sight seeing, just doing things that i know we both will like, and also exploring the world we live in. All in all, I thank the Lord, and where he has brought me, life wise, spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically. When i was walking home, or actually, when i do walk home, or too somewhere, i think to myself if i've changed from my younger days. I was a fool in my younger days, i seriously was a fckn fool, and i'll hit myself for that, but as i think back to my middle school, to now, i think it's safe to say, i have changed. I'm better(i dont know how to explain) Stronger(in a personal state of mind) just the opposite of how i have been. Everything i have messed up, made a mistake in, has made me who i am today. I will not mess up what i have with my Sucka. Oh yeah, i'm more romantic
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| I am having mixed feelings and emotions. I do not know why, but i hung out with *SUCKA yesterday, and we went bowling. It was great to be with her, you know, I would honestly do NOTHING with her, like i could care less what we do, but as long as we're together. So yesterday as i was waiting for the N to come, cause thats her bus, my was it hard telling her those 3 words It took me a while before i could actually say the words. But i did  and you know! She feels the same way! Annnnd, damn did i feel good. But last night, and this morning, i was not feeling so happy. Well what i am thinking is that i'm already going too fast? And you know, romance is a two way street, it's not a one way street. So we both have to give and take a little bit, and i need to be less selfish and you know, expect her to be were i'm at, feelings wise. I should be thankful that atleast someone can put up with me  I'm not gonna make the same mistakes for this one. Nuh uh. One step at a time.
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| What a daySo i'm blogging cause i damn feel like it. We had a big loss today, but i had fun, in ways other people wouldnt notice, even though i may act like an animal, i'm definitley enjoying what i love to do, and thats playing basketball. I have to remember that this is a CHRISTIAN league, not club, and my fellow christians i think, are obviously not as experienced as me, which i think has a big affect on a teams Morale. And its hard being experienced with players who dont play for fun, or even at all. But i now know what my goal or mission is this year, and its not winning every game, its being encouraging, staying level headed in situations where my team needs me most. I talked to my club coach, or used to be coach, and what he said, i need to be encouraging to my teammates because thats what bball is all about. Gotta give a shoutout to Ana for being there in my time of talk, really helped, sucka<3 Whoever reads this, who plays w/ me, its water under the bridge, a game is a game, and lets just concentrate on next weeks game, the past is the past. Lez go.
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| What a daySo i'm blogging cause i damn feel like it. We had a big loss today, but i had fun, in ways other people wouldnt notice, even though i may act like an animal, i'm definitley enjoying what i love to do, and thats playing basketball. I have to remember that this is a CHRISTIAN league, not club, and my fellow christians i think, are obviously not as experienced as me, which i think has a big affect on a teams Morale. And its hard being experienced with players who dont play for fun, or even at all. But i now know what my goal or mission is this year, and its not winning every game, its being encouraging, staying level headed in situations where my team needs me most. I talked to my club coach, or used to be coach, and what he said, i need to be encouraging to my teammates because thats what bball is all about. Gotta give a shoutout to Ana for being there in my time of talk, really helped, sucka<3 Whoever reads this, who plays w/ me, its water under the bridge, a game is a game, and lets just concentrate on next weeks game, the past is the past. Lez go.
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| LovelyToday is indescribable, scratch that, thats what im about to do. But today was heavenly. So first off, i had summer school, which unlike past years, this year is actually, i'm liking it. Our teacher doesn't want us to Bookwork, so we're watching movies and documentaries the whole semester, which is Unbelievable for summer school. That gives me an opportunity too catch up on my boy, Nicholas Spark books. After that, went home to change and eat, and just rest a bit, before i headed out too meet up with SUCKA. Met up at the rec, but she was late-.- So i played ball with some dude for like 20 minutes. Pretty chill. So she finally arrived, and we walked to Judah cause the N never showed, and bussed it to Century. Saw Wall-e Love that movie. Eve is MY GIRL. Omg. Wanna watch it again w/ you, sucka =] So we saw that, then bussed it too the beach for a beautiful stroll. Nice walk =D It was calming, just walking w/ her. GOD i love today. I thank him for it. Maybe this'll turn out to be something good, yenno? I never gave up, and now i will reap in good things. Like i said, i'm happy where im at, and where im headed. Hope you had a good time too, you [= I never want this day to end.
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