Day off suckers. I'm not working, and you probably are. Okay, big deal, I know.
Anyway, yesterday I was gripped by a fairly ridiculous, and unexplainable flash of rage. Maybe rage is to strong of word. Judge for yourself. I was at work, walking back to the daily prison called my cube, and I passed by a previous supervisor. He was sitting with someone at the time, and didn't even notice my passing. The moment I was within reaching distance of him, the almost irresistible urge to just punch him in the back of the head as hard as I could came at me. It would have been awesomely satisfying. The strange part, and more than a bit unsettling is that although the guy is a huge dick, he hasn't done anything to me to inspire this kind of anger. He's artificial, flaky, tried to get me to quit because he didn't want me on his team has blocked the promotion of a few friends at work for no good reason, but these are the day to day things a lot of people deal with. I've had issues with anger in the past, and have been in the grip of very strong rages, but all of them in the past have come from direct physical, or emotional attacks on myself. I have far more self control than I used to though, so I have no fear of acting on this strange impulse,but I'm still all weirded out by it.
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