Saturday, July 19, 2008
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conclusive evidence that i am, in fact, a horrible person
so i was at work all day and i got home and saw that i had a few AIM messages from my friend Chrissy.
and they were about this girl who i've known since i was about 5.
not very well though, because she turned into a horrible fucking person who did lots of drugs and made up rumors about people, including me.
so.. i hated her guts.
anyway... the messages were that she got murdered this weekend, strangled by her boyfriend.
and here's the conclusive evidence that i'm a horrible person: i don't care.
people like my friend Chrissy who didn't even like her are grieving...... and i came down the stairs to tell my mom (who also knew her when she was like 5) and i was still laughing from another conversation i was having with someone else (it was unrelated to this)
i'm trying to recall any time i wished death on her, just to see if there's any reason i should feel bad... so far, i've got nothing.
i don't think i'm going to be feeling bad any time soon.. possibly ever.
why should i value the life of someone who chose to fuck it up in multiple different ways and was monstrous to other people? clearly she didn't value her own life if she spent all of it doing drugs and being mean to people... so, why on earth should i?
just so you don't go away from this thinking i'm heartless, i do however value the lives of small animals, babies, and people who aren't sacks of shit.
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Comments (4)
You can feel bad that she never got her crap together, and that immature, useless, mean, selfish human beings like that exist to begin with. You can feel bad that she thought she needed drugs, and that she had poor taste in guys.
If you'd like you can take my stomach this time, I think I may have eaten something funky today anyway. In fact, please do
@ih8censorship - haha, i don't want your stomach, you haven't said anything offensive.
i thought about this whole thing.... and while that would be an awful way to die, when i first heard about it, i wasn't even surprised....so something was amiss to begin with.. haha
@ShoutingSecrets - Yeah, it is the logical outcome of those sorts of decisions. No one can fault you for thinking logically!
my stomach feels better now, so it's good you didn't take it i guess.
@ih8censorship - see... look i always have good trains of thought