Currently Playing My Happy Ending By Avril Lavigne see related

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the face i have on right now:  

anywho, i just started writing poems today and this was the first one i came up with!! its not that good or anything, but i try!! its kind of what i was thinking at the moment and this poem does not talk about anyone its just my random thought!! hope you guys like it!! tell me what you think!!

TRUTHS OR LIES (WHEN I SAID "I LOVE YOU TOO!!")

Which one should i believe?
The TRUTHS  you tell me
Or all the LIES you ever said?
Sometimes i wonder
If any word you said to me was even TRUE
Or was this relationship a LIE?

Everyone tells me everything you said was a joke
But i always turned away and said it was the TRUTH!

Then the day finally came
When i answered back and said "I LOVE YOU TOO!!"
And then you finally confessed
that you were never in LOVE with me in the first place!

Now that i think about it
Which one should i believe?

<3MiChELEi

LIFE SUCKS!!

I want to die!! I don’t deserve to live anymore!! I wish I wasn’t even born!! No matter how hard I try to forget about everything and say that everything is fine and it’s going to be ok, it’s all just a lie!! It’s not ok!! Bad things just keep happening to me!! It seems like it was bound to happen!! Sheesh!! I try to take away the pain by doing STUPID stuff, but it doesn’t work!!

Some of my friends make me like really sad!! One day they are all like nice to me and everything, then another day they are all like talking SHIT about me!! It’s all like WTF is your problem?? I didn’t do anything to you!! I don’t deserve this kind of SHIT!! Just to let everyone know, I’m not going to be that type of person who starts talking SHIT about them too!! No!! I’m not that type of person!! It’s just not my thing!! I’m not STUPID!! Everyone tells me, don’t mind them!! Just forget about it!! Yeah!! Ok!! I can do that!! I can so mind my own business while they care about me!! I hate when people talk SHIT behind my back!! It’s STUPID!! JUST SAY IT TO MY FACE!! IT WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!!

Well, who cares already!!

Just to let you people know, if you don’t want to be my friend I don’t care. Because in my heart, I still consider you as a FRIEND!! I ALWAYS WILL!!

P.S. I NEED ADVICE!! HELP ME!!

<3MiChELEi

maybe it's time to change my ways!!
because i've only got 100 years to live!!

well, summer school is over!! YES!! im happy!! although i have nothing to do because i am broke!! can anybody give me some money?? nah. . im just joking!! its been really hot lately, but at home we have the A.C. on thanks to my mommy!! anywho, i want to go out! i need to go out!! courtney asked me if i wanted to go to the mall tomorrow, but like i said, i am BROKE!! well, when i get money, i shall call you and then maybe we can go to the mall another time! well, me and courtney have a new xanga page! its not pretty or anything and it doesnt have any posts, but go look at it any ways ok!! courtney if you want to put a post, then put one if you know the password! do you know the pass word?? i wonder?? hahaha!! anywho, our xanga page is
www.xanga.com/friendships_last_a_lifetime (clickee)
well, have a fun summer everyone!! hope to see you all soon!! bye bye!!