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I am, unfortuntly, constantly in search of acceptance by means of what a person can give to me. I try to run from the arms of God into the arms of man only to be left hurt and lonely. God is the only one who can truely…
- 10/31/2004 12:55:24 AM
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thank you god. I am so grateful for the things that I cannot understand. I have the most beautiful people in my life. thank you for your hugs as well as your *hugs*. thank you for you loving words. thank you for lov…
- 10/26/2004 11:19:31 PM
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Why am I not enjoying school this year? I'm a senior, i should be living it up with my friends, not missing them. I miss the ones that are far from me in distance, and those that are within physical reach but so far fr…
- 10/26/2004 12:44:01 AM
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I was once told a story of a young seminary couple. These were young people who were new the area near San Francisco, they had young children, the least expensive apartment they could find was still quite the stretch fo…
- 10/24/2004 9:56:51 PM
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I can't wait... no thats not right. I'm anxious for... that doesn't work either. I'm very much looking forward to... yes, that fits perfectly. I can't say that "I can't wait", because I can, I have to. I would say th…
- 10/23/2004 2:27:43 AM
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I am nothing but a beautiful failure... beautiful in the sense of i am who God created me to be, a failure in the sense that always stray from my Lord. God's will for my life is not a place. I washed my car, and then i…
- 10/17/2004 5:25:07 PM
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i know, it sure took me long enough to get these up, but yahoo! and now for something that i find a bit more exciting...*smiles* j'adore Relient K.
- 10/13/2004 6:07:42 PM
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the contents of my trunk: -2 jackets (one jean one corderoy)-2 zip up sweaters-1 scientific calculator-work clothes-2 ap chem text books-2 backpacks-a hawiian lei-a SAT study book- 11 socks-my london shoes-black convers…
- 10/9/2004 8:44:54 PM
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*sigh* nothing better then giggling with 4 of your best friends till the wee hours of the morning, and to top it off... it was a school night. Homecoming went great, but here it is 10pm and I'm getting ready to crawl in…
- 10/9/2004 1:02:13 AM
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so much stress... homecoming, chem, english, work, trying to get everyone's schedule to work together, ay yi yi, not enough hours in one day.
- 10/7/2004 1:18:01 AM
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I refuse. I will not be stuck into the generalization that defines the the teenagers of today's society. I do not drink, i do not smoke, i do not have sex, and i do not do drugs. I am not the same as my peers that hav…
- 10/1/2004 12:27:42 AM
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