Anxiety...

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Anxiety...
I don't know if I am suffering from anxiety because my schedule is a bit out of whack or because I have too many things to handle and think about but whatever it is, it is killing me. Today, I found out that I misplaced my tax refund check and perhaps I am the only person that does these kind of things....I wish that I lived in a place where I didn't have so much crap...It's like I want to get rid of half of the things that I have but then again I am attached to them because they do come in handy eventually...sigh...I am dumb....So much for my "intelligence"....

In other news....

I have decided to rename my cat since my brother says that he rather suffer mispronouncing the cat's original name which is xie xie than say janu because xie xie sounds prettier I agree xie xie is prettier

It feels nice having my brother and his wife around and listening to them give me relationship advice lolol. It is also highly amusing watching them argue and slash out at each other all of the little things that come up in any relationship...I must say that it really does help me analyze and understand the differences between men and women that are absolutely natural. However, this is kind of dangerous knowledge because it just makes it easier for me to control situations...On the other hand because there is too much control that feels almost unnatural, I think it makes it easier for people to have high expectations of me at all time....Yet I am the most impatient person in the world....pffffffff......