Kay. I deleted the last entry.

I finished reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower. It was a really good book. I kind of fell in love with Charlie. Without knowing him. Just his thoughts and such.

I can't wait until Christmas. Not so much because I'm getting stuff, even though that's what it used to be all about. It's more or less because, since I had money before Christmas from my birthday, I spent it on my sisters. Because they mean so much to me, and I want to see their faces Christmas day when they open up the gifts I got them. I really, really hope they like the gifts a lot.

I have a pretty busy weekend.

Thursday, Stevie has her little concert I will be attending, most definitely. Friday, I'm going to a party. Lots of guys should be there<333. I'm such a skank. Anyway, then Saturday, I'm going shopping. It should be fun to catch up with my Aunt. She's really cool, and very much like a teenager. We talked for the longest time one day, driving down the road, about dreams, and how awesome they are.

I told her some of the strange dreams I had, and she told me some of hers. She told me all the things she has heard about dreams and why they are what they are, and I told her what I heard about them. Then, we listened to music, and went swimming.

She's also very beautiful.

Then there's my Nanny. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death. But she definitely annoys me. Tries to get all my family gossip out of me. Which, in my case, is a lot of stuff that isn't her business. She will then complain to me about how I don't see my family often, and I can 'pick up the phone anytime,' yaddayaddayadda. You know, they can pick up the phone too.

I want to do the things people do in those teenage movies, like get so drunk at a party, so you don't remember what happened the next morning. Get revenge on somebody who wronged you. Knock somebody out. Go skinnydipping. Go to so many parties, they all start to become a blur. Find that one person you can call your 'high school sweetheart.' And kiss them in the halls, against your locker.

I just want to have some fun.