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Name: Liz
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: carlisle
Birthday: 10/10/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: NATHAN WESLEY SMITH, my friends, music, Sublime, Bob Marley, vampires!, Family Guy, Rocky Horror, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Ann Rice, Salvador Dali, Hearts, Stars, Horseshoes, Clovers, and Blue Moons, Pots of Gold and Rainbows and the Red Balloons!!!!
Expertise: Being DAMN sexy! O0o0oH SNAP!
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Rockingsmurf
Member Since:
10/23/2005
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| "...And you can't be close enough unless I'm feeling your heart beat"wow. I haven't used xanga in ages, but I should because I like to just write on here and for some reason I feel like I can't do that on myspace. I guess because I know that EVERYONE can go and read it, but no one really uses xanga anymore so I'm safe. I don't know what's going on with me right now, I took a mental health day and yet I don't know why I should even need one, but I feel like I could just break down and cry for hours and school was just making that worse. I feel like I've been separated from Nate, we haven't been able to talk a lot lately because of my musical and we barely got to see each other. but that's over now, yet when I called him last night he barely said anything and when I brought up the fact that I didn't think we'd be able to see each other this weekend and that I missed him and I felt that we barely get to talk or see each other, all he said was, "...we just saw each other friday." oh. great. one hour with my mom and elisa and you. yep. friday was great. so I told him that yes, we did see each other friday, but still, it wasn't long enough. " I thought it was for a good amount of time" what the fuck? I'm sorry, an hour with your girlfriend and best friend isn't a lot of time and you didn't even say or imply that you miss seeing me or talking to me. I don't even think he realized that I was upset, or am upset for that matter. I know he had a good time friday, I mean he spent 3 hours watching the musical and goofing off with elisa, he came to my house and hung out with elisa, and then elisa spent the night at his house, but that doesn't make last friday a good night for the two of us. I don't know what he's been smoking, but personally I MISS MY BOYFRIEND! I think a "good amount of time" is when we spend 5 hours or more together on a Saturday and we hang out with someone else for maybe a total of one and a half. After spending a whole week at school not seeing him, I feel I deserve to spend a little more than an hour with him and not even get to talk to him alone. Sorry, but frankly I find that to be bullshit. I don't see how he can think that that's fine. (Oh. Nate, by the way, this is an example of one of those things I was talking about...you know where I feel you may be taking me for granted....or something like that...) Sorry, this is just me being as blunt as possible, I felt like I needed to write about what I was feeling...god knows I have too many problems expressing my feelings vocally, and yes I'd try but he fell asleep last night and then had to do his homework so he couldnt tak and know he's in school, but if I didn't get this out I might have exploded. So there it is...but just a reminder, I do love Nate. I just hope the feeling is mutual, because sometimes it really doesn't feel that way.
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| Loooong time...no entryhey hey hey...I'm in Baltimore planning my sweet sixteen and eaten chow mein! ^-^ Fun times. This weekend has rocked most hardcore! (HXC!!!!) Ah ha ha ha ha ha. I'm hyper, can't help it... Friday I had fun with Nate and Jase and Chimelle and Jesse and Wes and Elisa and then Saturday Elisa spent the night then Sunday we went to church and chilled with the smith's and now I'm here. So....BAM! How 'bout that? Life is awesome. I love Nate. End of story. | | |
| "I'll be home, I'll be beside the phone waiting for you..."Fuck.  I think I may just be in one of "those moods" where I'm a pissy little depressed thing, but still....this is really getting to me. I mean, I feel like Nate has been pushing me away. He probably isn't (I hope), but it's just everytime I call he either isn't there, doesn't answer, or he says he can't talk after we've been on the phone for a couple minutes. And he said he'd ask about me trying to come over to his house and then he says I din't want to ask 'cos my mom's in a bad mood, or like last night we never talked so here I am at home waiting for him to calll me when he wakes up...I'll probably have to call him. I hate being home alone. I want to talk to him  | | |
| erghhh...So I thought, hey I'll get a myspace just for the hell of it. I love xanga way more and I'll only update on that and I'll just use myspace to keep in touch with friends....but I fell in love guys...
But incase you don't know my myspace I'll write this here too...
Warped Tour (in VA on Thursday) +Avenue Q(NYC Friday) = Totally kick ass and one tired Liz. In short...
"You can't put your finger there! ....OHHhhhHH! PUT YOUR FINGER THERE!"
"Just grab your dick and double click for porn porn porn!"
"But I'm not gay!"
and Joan Jet is my new hero. (heroine, whatever)
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| !!!!!!AHHH! I'm hanging out with SAM, NATE!, ELISA, and JESSE!
OMG I LOVE THOSE KIDS!!!!!!! AH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.
peace..
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