| | I hate not knowing what's going on. I hate the mystery. I hate not being sure and I hate feeling dumb. It's driving me crazy... I think I just give up. From here on out, I give up. It's not worth it. It's not worth the wondering or the pain. I'm going to focus on God because that's where my focus needs to be anyway. He's the one who doesn't change. He's the one who will be there for me no matter what happens. He's the one I need to be focusing my mind on. And I have realized that this whole thing has brought be closer to Him - to realizing that it's His will that is to be done...and that it's His will that I want to be done...because if God's not behind me, I can't stand up. It doesn't matter what I want anymore. |
| | Posted 12/1/2005 2:24 PM - 1 view - 1 comments
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