How is it that in only a few words and a few moments you can go from being excited and happy to practically crying?  And why do people feel it necessary to lead you on, then drop you like yesterdays mail...while smiling and asking how your day was of course.  Anyway...

Today was the last day of school.  Done for the summer - finally - although I will miss it.  I can't lie and say I won't...but I will enjoy my few months of freedom.  It would all be better if I knew that Jess and Carolyn weren't going off to college!!  It's definitely not going to be the same.  We pretty much sat in the chorus room all day...but Fil came so it was good we sat there!  I never thought I'd say it but I am going to miss Kauffman.  We sang so much more when he was here...and we definitely grew so much as a choir this year.  And my sight reading...so much better I must say (still not great...but better than before)   I guess after awhile you just get used to people and start to like them.  I hope he finds a great job next year...but i'm sure his new students won't be great enough to call him a bushman!!  Went to the beach today.  It was CRAZY cold!! And yet we went in the water anyway.  Was definitely numb all over.  Then it started raining (rain definitely helps cold wet people).  Then church...then home. And here I am.  Not feeling all too great...things just aren't going my way tonight...but what can you do.  Maybe if I go to bed I'll wake up and be happy?