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| this time I've done it. this is a new low, even for me. it's like I think I hit rock bottom, I finally think things have to get better, cause they couldn't possibly get worse, & then I see that nothing is impossible
Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of him on the street..just in an instant, it can change all that? & you start to remember the pain. & that hollow space is feeling more & more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you're sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile & act like nothing's wrong or will ever be. Everything's just perfect
If I could let go, I would. But it's not like you're just some guy I dated.
We have a past. You were my first love. You were & still are my everything.
Trust me..if I could let go, I would..cause my heart hurts.
Eat that damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off, draw a picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and then give it to someone who’s very important to you, Take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke, get on that table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden, make a ugly shirt and wear it all day, learn a new language, write a song, date someone you wouldn’t usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the unloved and live your life to the fullest. So when you're standing in front of heavens gate that chosen day. You have No Regrets, No sorrows, No disappointments.
I want us to be able to live our lives & experience things apart from each other,
but at the end of the day, i would want to be able to fall asleep knowing that
our lives are intertwined in a way that only we can understand..
A BEST FRIEND is the person who will sleep with their phone under their pillow, incase you wake up in the middle of the night, crying because everything’s all wrong with life right now, but she’s there to talk, to make things seem better again. Those times will never be forgotten
Tonight is the night I give you my all and you damn well better give it back.
Just because im the one who ended it
doesnt mean anythings different..
dont go acting like its my fault.
you are not the victim
you and i both know to this day
when i left you were already walking away.
its far from [p][e][r][f][e][c][t]*
its not even close*
the person you [l][o][v][e]*
will hurt you the most*
i still remember the things you said;
they replay back in my head. & your
smile you used to send my way is with
me all the time. i remember all the things
we did, back to the first time we met. the
memories are all i have left; how could i forget
tell me, do you think i'm falling for him? all he
means to me is a really good friend; someone
who can make me laugh, make me smile, someone
who i can joke around with, someone i can be
myself with. all he is to me is the person who gave
me back my smile =)
sometimesz in life, you find a special friend. someone who chanqesz your life just by beinq part of it. someone who makesz you lauqh until you can`t stop. someone who makesz you believe that there is really qood in the world and that everythinq won`t alwaysz turn out bad, even thouqh we all know it will. someone who convincesz you that there really is an unlocked door just waitinq for you to come and open it. thisz type of friendship, isz forever. when your down & the world seemsz dark & empty, your friend liftsz you up and makesz that dark & empty world suddenly dissapeer. they make it seem briqht and full. your friend qetsz you throuqh the hard timesz, the sad timesz, and the confused timesz. if you turn & walk away, your friend followsz you knowinq that your only walkinq away to see who caresz enouqh to follow. you know that you have a forever friend, and your even happier, because you know forever hasz no end.
Maybe i made a huge mistake by going out with you. & maybe i was wrong to fall for you. but whatever i did wrong, the biggest mistake i made, was believing everything you said. By trusting you, i ended up giving you a piece of me, & letting you see a part of me that not many people do. i wore my heart on my sleeve just daring you to take advantage of my love. & you did.
Maybe you're just scared because you know someone actually wants to be with you.
I'm moving on, but I'm not letting go.
When this is said && done, I really hope you look back && wonder if maybe falling in love with me wasn't such a bad idea.
Don't ever let a boy build you up with his words 'cause the higher you are, the harder you fall & trust me, you always fall.
Having the love of your life
break up with you and tell you
"We can still be friends"
is like your dog dying
and your mom telling you-
"You can still keep it"
just kill me already
it’s what you’re good at
every time you don’t look at me
every time you don’t smile at me
every time you don’t talk to me
yea, you kill me
I don't know if it's the way he says my name or the way he catches me staring at him and pretends not to notice the smile on my face. Maybe it's just the way he makes me feel about myself, even when I'm down. But when I look at him I see all those memories of us. And I just wonder if maybe he's still seeing them too.and i've come to realize that in the end
everyone turns out to be the person
they swore they'd NEVER be.
Here we lay again on two separate beds
riding phone lines to meet a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
we reflect on miscommunications && misunderstandings
and missing each other too much, to have had to let go
life is about trusting your feelings & chances, losing and finding happiness. Appreciating the memories and learning from the pain & realizing that
...people always change...
theres so much about you i'll want to forget
&& so much more i'll always remember<3
find a guy who doesn't care if u laugh loudly,
chew with your mouth open, sing off key,cry
at the movies, or act like an insane person...
&& all it does is make him love you even more
A little voice inside my head said
"Don't look back,
you can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was. What did I know? Those days are gone forever. I should just let them go.
It's so weird, you know? How we always inevitably find ourselves wanting to run back to the ones we used love... For some reason thinking it would work out differently the second time around.
all i need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms
look me in the eyes && promise me you'll never give up.
After all this time you'd think I wouldn't
feel the same ; but time doesnt stand
for anything bcuz
my feelings for you haven't changed one bit ..
but sometimes acting happy
makes you hurt that much more
Don't worry about me, I'll end up being fine
I'm just the girl that time forgot
And always left behind
i cant wait til you finally figure out she
doesnt love you like i did & leave her,
letting her feel the pain i did when you left me
Don't even fool yourself
She'll never take my place
Put her up back on the shelf
She'll never win this race
Through all the ups and downs
I was always there for you
And now you think about
Somebody else so
No one could do you better
But you know what
I'll wait here
F o re v e r
looking back if we had one more night to spend
i would steal every second
i would never let it end
The thing that means the |m o s t |is the hardest to say - - where
everything is said in [silence] because the emotions behind what
we really want to say are just too overwhelming [<3]
in that one second.. when i saw that sparkle in your eye it all changed - i no longer saw you as my best friend - i saw you as the only boy i could see myself loving for the rest of my life..
<|3 i must be crazy,
I mean absolutely crazy to think that
my best friend in the whole world
would actually f a l l for me ?? ..
The next time you think you're falling in love
RAM YOUR HEAD INTO A WALL
it'll hurt less in the end.</3
You know how it is in the beginning.. When you first fall in love &
you cant eat you cant sleep & getting a call from him.. It just makes your day
If you had to chose between someone you love or someone who loves you,
pick the person who loves you
because you can learn to love someone
but you cant make someone love you back
Trust me baby, i love you
whenever i'm with you, i can't help but smile..
being your girl makes my life worth while <3
Sometimes i get so sick of it.. its like were playing this silly little game
where we both wont admit we're perfect for each other
i cant look at your face without wanting to slap you . .
As she looks back at old instant messages,
she realizes what she's lost..
&& it took me a long time to realize it .
but it's time for me to let go of you
If you hang on to the past, you die a little each day.
You are only young once, so be bad, break the
rules. get caught. make it count.
i hope no one has noticed,
how wonderful you r e a l l y are.
the fight seemed to last forever,
she screamed "iLL NEVER L0VE Y0U AGAiN..NEVER!"
& as she looked into his eyes,
she realized it was the first time he had ever cried.
It takes you not being here,
to realize how much i need you.
cus baby I just wanna see youu smile
take your time;; it`s gonn be a while
me and youu forever boy that’s gonn be
_____our style____
i`m not a playa ____ I just crush a lot. c(=
youu know its TRUE
EVERYTHING I do,
I do it for youu. *
wait for the boy
who would do
A N Y T H I N G
to be your
E V E R Y T H I N G
it`s only when youu`ve lost EVERYTHING
that youu`re willing to do ANYTHING.
..& right when i begin to enjoy life again
..& start to smile for no reason;; i get reminded
of the summer .& how it used to be when i was
yours. .& i begin to fall once again for the boy
who doesn`t and didn`t believe in ANYTHING
It doesn't take strength to hold a grudge,
It takes strength to let go of one
I LOVE YOU
the three most
overused, misunderstood
&& misused words in the
English language.
YOUU KNOW YOU NEED
A BOYFRIEND WHEN CART0ON
CHARACTERS START LOOKING
AMAZINGLY HOT.
never look DOWN upon a person
unless youu have the intentions of
PICKING THEM UP
don`t ask God for an easy life
ask him to make you a stronger person
no boyfriends.
no problems.
this is one of those love stories..
that`ll start with once upon a time until
" .. end happily ever after. " but the middle
just might be a little bit dramatic..
i promise you that you will never be replaced. <3
kiss her like she's famous.
hold her like she's everything.
& tell her that she`s the only one for you
that's right baby. im goin crazy.
I need to be your lady. i been thinking lately.
that you and me, yes we can make it.
just ride with me and roll with me.
i'm in love with you, baby.
see i was going crazy for you.
before you were going crazy for me.
people say you know you're in love when
you feel all warm & fuzzy inside.. and you
never can find the bad in anything. you just
always look for the silver lining. that's not
true. when you're in love, you find yourself
wondering whether you trust him or not.
you wonder what he does behind your back.
you want to know everything and you can
never get him out of your head. but love hurts
the worst when he says he
doesn't love you anymore..
i don`t understand it
cause i told myself i`d never like you again
but every time i talk to you i see that smile
& those gorgeous eyes & i realize
i just can`t get over this guy
no matter how hard i try.
S0METHiNG AB0UT Y0U
ALWAYS MAKES ME SMiLE.
fuck the feelings fuck the touch fuck the memories they hurt too much x33
i already knew it meant
nothing to you . but
i never knew it meant
THiS MUCH to me ..
you should recognize this move. you perfected it.
it`s called turn my back on you && leave. < / 3
THiNGS WERE S0 MUCH SiMPLER
when it was just you && me. < 3
& it took me an eternity to ask you that question .
but it only took you a second to shatter
every inch of hope i held .
lie to yourself enough
&& you`ll start to believe things
are actually getting better.
she`s gunna make it.
&& he never will .
so go on .
let her bottle up her feelings while
she sits on the edge of her bed,
wondering why she deserves
everything you put her through.
&& she can pray for a better day.
i have a habit of falling too hard and
falling too fast, and getting my hopes
up for something i know wont last.
and just being around you
makes me wanna smile. < 3
i`m so sick of crying ..
but what else am i supposed to do
its what always happens
when i think about you.
iTS N0T THAT Y0U STiLL L0VE HiM 0R STiLL MiSS HiM,
Y0U JUST MiSS WHAT Y0U GUYS HAD.
through the good, the bad, the ups and
the downs - i`ll still be here for you
but even my music skips when you IM me,
atleast my heart knows its not alone.
break it
shatter it
go ahead
do whatever you want to my heart
i can`t feel it anymore.
but my god .. it`s so beautiful
when that boy smiles .. < 33
he`s everything that fills your head
WiTH SMiLESz.
i know i`m not perfect ..
but she isn`t either ..
so, you expect me to smile ..
after you broke my heart ?
she`s special, huh?..
yeah, and i`m the queen of the freakin` world.
that`s just how we are
me caring too much
and you not caring at all.
so, i want to tell you.
but i don`t want you to know.
THEN THiNK 0F WHAT Y0U DiD.
AND H0PE T0 G0D iT WAS W0RTH iT.
i`m happy you`re with her ..
she deserves to get her heart stomped on.
iT BREAKS MY HEART
T0 SEE H0W MUCH Y0U`VE CHANGED.
you know damn well
we would go crazy without eachother.
she whispers into the mirror
as she wipes the running eyeliner
from her eyes .. [ i miss him ]
& they tell me to forget about him .
but lets see you try and forget your whole world.
i miss those nights with you
when i could say that it was the
best night of my life. < 3
can`t you see you`re being used ?
how can someone be so blind.
you walked by
your hand locked in hers
i couldn`t help but hear you sigh
was it regret you saw when you looked at me?
& she sighs .
here we go again she thought.
one boy ; one girl.
let the teenage romance begin.
if a guy really likes you
he`ll listen to what you
have to say & not what
he hears from other people
&& never deny what
your heart truly feels. < 3
& just wait ..
you`ll love me
i PR0MiSE_
and i promised myself it would
NEVER HAPPEN AGAiN.
beautifuly broken ..
& i don`t care if i show it..
she says what she means
and speaks her mind.
tell her that you want her
don`t let it wait
cause you might fall in love
a second too late..
i`m trying not to give myself away,
but my heart is beating way too loud.
old enough to know better
too young to care.
babyy, us cool kids
belong together. x33
what kind of love would make you fall for him ..
that fuckin` guy made you crawl for him.
i`m staring at your photograph;
remembering all those times you made me laugh
i never thought it would end this way,
that i`d still be missing you, to this very day.
so sick of love songs ;
so tired of tears.
so done with wishing
that you were still here.
laughing at nothing .. and talking too much.
the moonlight was so bright in your eyes,
and before i knew it ; i was falling in love. x33
the type to give up? nahh, that`s just not me
got my bad days, but i`ll keep going .. you`ll see!
she`s suffering.
dying to have him back in her life
but she`s nothing to him.
why youu be hatin` me & mah crew? =D
take a look at us // now take a look at youu
HAHA; if i were youu i guess i'd be hatin` too!
& everything`s alright when
i look into his eyes. the feeling
i`m [ overcome ] with is too
intense to even describe __x33
PR0MiSE ME
she`s not your world.
x33
she crys all alone at night
.. with no one to understand her.
& it's no big deal,
so i wasn`t good enough for you,
i`ve never been good enough.
not for anything, or anybody
my whole entire life.
LiFE iS T00 SH0RT T0 BE STUCK WiTH 0NE PERS0N ..
i`M A PiMP ; JUST iN FEMALE VERSi0N. =]
..& i WiSH i C0ULD GET HiM
AWAY FR0M WANtiNG HER..
Y0U MAY N0T KN0W iT & i
MAY N0T SH0W iT, BUT WHY
CAN'T Y0U SEE THAT Y0U
MEAN EVERYTHiNG T0 ME?
it`s one of those days when i just ..
want to die *& see who would care.
&& she pretends she doesn`t care
but really, she cares more than anyone else.
BUT WHEN Y0UR PRECI0US LiFE iS AT STAKE
TELL ME, W0ULD Y0U DiE F0R ME T00?
sometimes you have to get rid of the old
feelings to make room for the new ones.
there are some people,
you just couldn`t survive without.
lately it just seems like
all the signs are pointing to
Y 0 U
as much as i don`t want to admit it ..
you`re something special .
&& tonight
no tears will run
down her cheek
the girl`s in love
before ; i could never get you to shut up.
now ; you won`t even say 0NE W0RD.
i fell in love with your gorgeous body &&
you`re captivating eyes. but i can`t live with
the other half - you`re personality of lies.
got the window rolled down.
and i got the radio up.
i'm doing all i can.
to keep my mind off us.
I'm hopelessly & gloriously
confused of the reason i've
fallen so hard for you.. x33
teenage love is all about
how to make him yours.
&& N0T HERS
i'm sorry im not beautiful, im just me.
just plain ole' silly me.
the silly ole' me that wants you more than the world,
the silly ole' me who scolds herself on the hour for even hoping for you.
the silly ole' me that wipes her black tears away after seeing you.
the silly ole' me who is broken..all because of you.
Love It ^^ x33
((wow))..i cant believe what i have heard..im still ((shocked)) by what you have said to me..i've always thought you were a bunch of lies & bullshit..but maybe not..maybe all those a.m.a.z.i.n.g things you said weren't lies & maybe, just *maybe*..you might actually care..
i've got great hair ;; the perfect fake smile ;; a million fake friends ;;
brand name clothes && a hott boyfriend
-- » yea i wish i was me too.
I wish you could see how happy i am singing in the shower
;; dancing in my underwear ;; or thinking about - you -
you didnt think about how much i cared until you almost lost me
sing me that one song that made you cry ;; yeah, the one about me
so what if i think too much,
or if i over analyze things.
so what if i can't eat or sleep.
at least you'll know why..
you're always on my mind..
the thing is...
no matter how much she loved him,
he would n e v e r feel the same way.
is it possible to have a love so strong..
that nothing could ever compare..?
you can't force something to go one way ; when its meant to go another <3
& when you get something good ; don't go looking for something better
have you ever loved so much you'd give an arm for, no, not the _expression literally give an arm for? * EminEm ;; When I'm Gone *
if i was down would you say things to make me smile?
* 50 cent ;; 21 Questions *
Never let the hand you hold, hold you down
"We always say 'i would kill for my family.'
or, 'i would die for my family,' but would
you really? i mean, when you're put in that
situation, would you really give up your
life? do you really love somthing or someone
that much? * Johnny Depp *
..There's the people you've known f.o.r.e.v.e.r.
Who know you in this way. That other people can't.
Because they've seen you change.
They've let you change. <3/*
I adore you & everything you do, i adore the way you make me laugh & how just looking at you puts a smile on my face. I adore how much you listen to me & the way you joke with me. But most of all I adore how much you care for me.
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don't get so angry that you stop loving,
beause one day you'll wake up from that anger
and the person you love will be gone..
as he grabbed my hand..half of me wanted to
scream "don't touch me." but half of me
wanted to say "baby, never let me go" <33
she's my best friend ;; my 2nd half
he's my lover ;; but not my 2nd half,
he'll never come before her
just because, i know she'll always be there
he won't, he'll find some other chick to be his everything
& when he does, she'll be there for me
nobodys ever made me feel the way he does
one minute i love him, the next i hate him
I lay in bed thinking what happend to US. I'm wondering if the times of ME + YOU
spent will ever happen again.It hurts soo bad because its all in my head. i think about it all over + over again. I cant take it i cant shake it.
The road we're on isn't easy,
but we're walkin hand in hand.
& they may say that it's wrong to be,
but they never felt your love like me.
I'll take the world on tonight if that means
i can hold you tight,
i dont know what it is, but you feel right.
Ever have one of those days where nothing really goes wrong,
actually good things happen to you, but you still just feel like you hate the world
+ anything that happens even dropping your pen in the hallway
makes you wanna break down right there and cry?
Until you're broken, you don't know what you're made of.
He's holding back, I know he is.
I see that twinkle in his eyes when he looks at me.
Why is he trying so hard to ignore that twinkle?
I think the reason he still talks to me is because
he knows he has some power over me..that hurts
Tell them lies and they will believe you
When you're honest they will deceive you
If you love them they will just leave you
But if you play them they will stay with you.
All he is is a friend, a very good friend, who can make me smile like no other..<3
Lifes like a book; Each Page is Differnt ; && You Control the pen ___ x3
in the past love was a word i was not sure of, NOW i find every fiber, every nerve, every emotion, every feeling, exploding in an over whelming emotion of love & all that love is for you , i always thought that our kinda relationship exsisted in dreams, NOW i have found out that our kinda relationship is even better than my dreams..
One word, that's all you said & something in your voice caused me to turn my head. Your smile just captured me. -- Kenny Chesney --
It's the waiting that's hard.
its not knowing whether you're
waiting for anything at all.
I love you, I love you for who you are & for who you can be,
I love you for who I am, and who you make me.
I wish you didn't think I was so perfect, I wish you didn't think I was so great,
because it'll just hurt worse, when you realize the truth a little to late.
The trouble with trouble is that it always starts with fun
Some things are meant to happen.
Some things are bound to be.
Love has a way of making doubting hearts believe.
Sometimes in spite of difference,
sometimes against all odds,
some things are meant to happen.
It's written in the stars.
S.e.x.y is the thing I try to get them to see me as
after I win them over with my personality. -- Sex & The City --
I know you're not exactly crazy
About the way I have been lately
& I don't know when I should say
All the things I want to say
Cus I know that it would hurt you
& I don't want that
Cus after all the things we've been through
You deserve much more than that.
sometimes all you have to do is smile at people & say "fuck you"
Love is something that makes life worth living,
a feeling that brings a smile to your face,
a person who sweeps you off your feet,
& a racing heart that scares you to death &
yet still makes you feel on top of the world..
you tell me to forget, but you try forgetting your whole world. </3
good boys are hard to find..bad boys are hard to resist.
everyone tells me "you're going to make some boy really happy one day." i'm just getting tired of hearing the "one day" part.. </3
iT SEEMS LiKE EVERYONE iN THiS WORLD iS LOOKiNG FOR PERFECTiON.
BUT HOW DO WE FiND SOMETiNG THAT [DOESN'T] EXiST?
anyone can be passionate. but, it takes
real lovers to be silly.. *
allow me to introduce the girl that stayed true. the one who stuck by me when i was mad blue. in times of pain & whenever i cried, she was who i went to. i love this lady, no matter what she do. no one could ever top her. not now, not ever.
not just friends - my back - my sister forever. <3
it hurts the most when you're the one who broke your own heart.
i wanna be your sunshine. i wanna be your lady.
i wanna make you happy. i wanna drive you crazy.
& if you believe something is meant to be..
give it time. & let it happen.
when she smiles, you know something
is missing. because her eyes don't shine,
like they would if he was here. </3
* ||` when we laugh or we cry it's together `|| *
okay. i'll admit it. i`m an addict. but not in the usual sense
of the word. you see, i`m addicted to you. when i`m around
you i`m on an incredible high. & when i`m not with you..
the withdrawal is unbearable.
i don't watch movies with a lot of gore. i don't need
instant replay to remember a score. i won't lose my
hair; i don't get jock itch. & just because i`m assertive,
don't call me a bitch. don`t say to your friends, "oh yeah
i can get her." in your dreams, my dear, i can do better.
flowers are okay but jewelery is best. would you look at
my face and not at my chest? don't call me a girl, a babe,
or a chick. i`m a woman. get it, you prick?
i`m just not the girl for you. you need a girl who's happy & perky
all the time. maybe a girl who's had part of her brain removed
& thinks she's a bunny.. & you can go off and be bunnies together.
.. asshole.
i can`t wait until i get married. it`s going to be so great to find that
one special person that i get to annoy for the rest of my life. =]
i never knew that the most perfect guy could
come into my life so early.. <3
in our love stories, there may be commas,
but never a full stop
you were my everything i wanted when i was a little girl;
dreaming of my prince. you held me when i was sad, you
called me by nickname. you went to the movies with me. you
always told me to come to you so you could hold on to me. but
in that little girls wildest dreams she never imagined that somebody
this close to perfect would turn out to be such a MORON. </3
i haven't changed.. but i know i`m not the same.
i never thought i`d be the one to say..
please dont.. well please don't leave me.
QUESTiON; if you could live forever, would you? & why?
ANSWER; i would not live forever, because we should not
live forever, because if we were supposed to live forever, *
then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever. which
is why i would not live forever.
-- miss alabama in the 1994 miss usa contest.
whenever i watch TV and see all those poor starving kids all
over the world, i can't help but cry. i mean, i`d love to beskinny
like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff.
`+ mariahcarey<3
when i die, i`d rather have someone ask why i don't
have a monument rather than why i do.
.. it just doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand. </3
& baby.. when i kiss you,
i can taste all of the lies.
i`m just your typical teenage
[( f a ii l u r e )]
if i die, you can sell my organs.
but i don't recommend the heart;
it's broken. </3
don't feel bad for kissing me..
when my tears fall they will fall on the lips you once kissed.
don't feel bad for having to hug me goodbye. when my tears
fall, they'll be a reminder of the warmth you once gave me.
don't feel bad for holding my hand.. when my tears fall they`ll
be wiped away by the hands you once held. but most of all..
don't feel bad for remembering the love we once shared.
when my tears fall, they'll remember that love is unconditional.
even though the photograph of
me && you doesn't go with the way things
are now, i still wish i was back in that
picture with you in your arms
she gets so sick
of crying over the one thing
she will never get back
Anyone can give up. It's the easiest
thing in the world to do but to hold
it together when everyone else would
understand if you fell apart |
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