"Now your gone ..And so am I..When I think of you ..There is no doubt...That your'e all...I care about
...Now your'e out...Of my life..But deep down ...Your'e there...And that thought...I cannot bear. "
YESTERDAY = very sad and depressing day!
IF YOU DON'T NO WHY YOU DON'T NEED TO NO IF YOU NO ME GOOD YOU WILL NO WHY!
Today = even more sad/depressing day.. AGAIN! the same reason..as yesterday.
Tomarrow.=. YAY! because i get to see..my lovely lover KITA! <33333
Ashley..--**
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this is a poem i wrote...a while ago.
how i FELT!
You saved me from my past
you saved me from death
many times.
And for what?
You gave me a reason to stay
said you'd love me forever
oh, promises promises!
I bet you're telling whats-her-name
the same line of crap
and shes believing it too.
My sympathies go out to her
soon shell know how I feel.
And the funny part is
you want us to be friends!
HA! Some friend you are
leading me on
then tearing my heart out.
Don't try to save me
I can stand on my own.
Dont worry,
I wont kill myself over you.
You're not worth it
so just get away from me.
If only I could believe that
I'd be just fine.
but thats not good enough because
you get the satisfaction
of dumping me
leaving me out in the cold
so you and whats-her-name
can point and laugh.
how i FEEL!
I can't sleep cause of you
So once again I'll write
I don't know why I believe
That I can win this fight
I lay awake again
Thinking of only you
I wonder if you're thinking
Little thoughts of me too
I hope you remember
My caring, gentle stare
Just how soft my touch was
Are those memories there?
The way you dried my tears
And held me close, so tight
You remember how I looked?
When we met that first night
The way I put my make up
And the smell of my hair
The color of my eyes
And the clothes I like to wear
The time we were at that game.
Sitting under the trees
Looking At the Stars
With Our friends by our sides
Those times I want to taste.
But yet I can't bare..
Those Memories of me and you.
Do you want them back.
I can Remember when you were so happy
See, I Remember, do you?
Ashley Ann Morel©
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