Kinda tired. School sucks man. So much HW and my back really hurts from the weight of my backpack. I'm surprised it hasn't broke yet. (I mean... My backpack.)

I'm listening to another Gackt song, ‚P‚QŒŽ‚Ì Love Song. I need to get that song... I need to buy a Gackt CD damnit. And Ayumi. And Hikaru. And Charcoal Filter. And GLAY. And Amuro. And BoA. And Da Pump... Lots of Japanese music I need to get. *Writes them in on wishlist* What? People ask me what I want for b-days, holidays, etc. Make life easier by having them up for them to see, right?

Anyway.

I find out my 2nd cousin is coming here from Japan. I've already seen him like a few years back when he last came here. And I'm not too close to him since he's a boy and he's like 26. My brother used to absolutely adore him though. His name is Akio and I guess he's pretty cool. He's smart and nice and all. Just... Hmmm... How would you say... A little immature for his age, I guess. But that's okay. When I'm 26, I'll probably be playing video games and fooling around too. XD Though I miss his sister and my other 2nd cousin, Mari. She is so cool. And she's getting married! Eep! I wanna go to her wedding. I've never been to one. And I looked up to her, so, ya. I haven't seen Mari since... The last time I went to Japan with my mom which is... 4 or 5 years ago. Man. That's 1/3 of my life. (My life hasn't been long so far, I know.)

I miss my cousins and my grandma... Okay, I guess I miss my uncle, too. T_T (Though, he would be the equivalence of the village idiot, but instead of village, the family idiot.) And my aunt who's not really my aunt anymore because she was my aunt-in-law and my uncle and her are divorced, Jubi, but she still treats me like I am still her niece. Uber nice and uber good cook. And uber pretty. *Sigh* She's a Filipino and I think all Filipinos are pretty... Well, except Jayson... *Cough* Anyway. I have this funky uncle-in-law, Jerry. He's so funny and silly. XD Aye, I miss him too. And my pretty aunt-in-law, Jubi's little sis, Judy, she's really pretty and so nice. I also need to pay respects to my grandpa's grave at the Shinto Shrine. (Yes people. Shinto.) Man. But what I miss the most really, is being with my cousins. My youngest cousin, Kenta, can be a total idiot, but he's funny in that adorable stupid way. My middle cousin, Mai. She draws manga, just like me. I like hanging out with her and teaching her different techniques. And the oldest cousin, a year younger than me, Miri. She's funny and she's knowledgeable when it comes to music of Japan. I went to school with her in Japan and that was fun. I wish I can stay longer than 3 weeks in Japan though... I really want to stay more with the family I miss instead of the family I'm sick of.

*Wipes tear* XD Anyway, I haven't been getting much sleep. I think I'll go to bed now.