Now lately I've been thinking, "So, Joseph, it's time for you to grow up and grow out, and become a mature young adult."
Whatever that means. I guess to me that means staying out late, going to parties, not playing video games, and watching anime, and all the dorky stuff I still hold intact with me through all of these years. Which basically means everything I've done and all my habits, that is sleeping early, studying instead of going to parties, playing endless hours of video games, and watching anime, all has to go. Go, go, go.
It's been a big conflict within myself to grow up in some way because I can't imagine attending college then coming home and doing the same things I did in elementary school, middle school and high school all over again until I'm 22. That thought just scares the shit out of me. The shit. Then again I love doing those things and I've always had fun doing them, no matter how dorky and immature they may be.
So what to do...
Well, I realized that it's okay to do all that stuff still but as a gradual process begin to do other things. I was thinking that all this transition from high school to college would come all in a summer, but the fact is that it won't. As I progress through my higher learning I will eventually become an adult that will still do the things I love but also do the things I'm responsible to do.
Realizing that I feel a shit load better.
Oh yeahhh, this is one of those really dorky anime things, but I love it:
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