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Time: 1650 Appearance: Neutral... Thoughtz: this world is full off thingz i'm unable to c...even if i try the hardest they seem to dissappear when i take a glance...hmm i dunno if i gained a few friendz today..or i'm…
Time: 2215 Appearance: ...muahahahaha...okokz just a lil hyped... Thoughtz: doesn't that look just like me! except i'm not da goldfish...U R= Hmm... i think after some thinking i'm great...hehe n this is sorta good …
Time: 1918 Appearance:... THoughtz:...well ^ thatz just a wish meh today i've been laughing so hard...hehe sarena talkin to ramin n then the cap on his pencil fell [uh ur cap just fell off] n i wasn't really listening…
Time: 2217 Appearance: xtremely happy Thoughtz: uh...??.. um...so many thingz happened this week...tomorrowz monday n i hate mondayz everything seems to b wrong on mondayz but i guess i'll survive but if i can just …
MuSic-Note: Mezmerise! Ashantee n Ja Rule Time: 1710 Thoughtz: hmmm...Yupp...Lifez Great plain n simple passin this day by...just singing it away riding it off without leavin a trace keeping thingz steady realizing…
Timez: 1722 appearance: > < stuffy mind thoughtz: i can't seem to get u outta my head.. i dunno whatz wrong wit me...everywhere i go theres something there that reminds me of him...i kno i'm lying to myself...bu…
Timez: 1622 Appearance: uh...confused...? Thoughtz: hmm mindz sorta blank today meh! talkin to angel n billy...n was talkin to melissa but she went off...hmm so boring sometimez but then again i sorta like it this way…
MuSic-Note: Dayz Go By Timez: 1230 Appearance: *yawnz* tired...teary... Thoughtz: i dun kno what to think... hmm...have been so busy these past few dayz...yet i still feel so calm n relaxed like i dun care bout anyth…
MuSic-Note: Heaven...*sniffz* makez me wanna cry..*snifffz* Timez: 2220 Appearance: GOODYZ! Thoughtz: BAH I'VE BEEN SENT TO BOOTCAMPZ...:'( AHHH...i can't believe it...i had swimmin today...[f*ck that]...but da thing…
MuSic-Note: Me & My Girlfriend...! Appearance: ... Thoughtz: *sighz*...great! ...*sighz*...mayb i was wrong...thingz r worse for richard then for me...i should've kept my mouth shut...i'm so sorry...but i didn't k…
time: 1212 music-note: me n my girlfriend!/bonnie n clyde appearance: lovin da tune Thoughtz: sometimes i trip on how happy we could be... Jay-z rockz...even tho it was 2-pac who wrote da tune n basically the chorus.…
time: 2240 Appearance: full of fury... thoughtz: #&*($&*$*&%*#($!...arghiez today was just as f*cked up as any other day...ppl pissin me off...but earlier on in da day everything was alright...i was so hap…
Appearance: uh...*yawnz* thoughtz: hehehe...hahaha... X'mas list perfectly done...but i think therez more ppl that i gotta get presentz for..just dunno who yet...mayb leo n debbie...but i'm not sure...cuz me not sure w…
Appearance: Betta then ever...!... thoughtz: oopz...just checked my commentz... mel mel: sorriez just that day i wasn't in da mood to put out shoutz for ppl...i was just too down...but now i'm great so no worriez...n s…
Appearance: pretty damn well Thoughtz: missin lotz of the old times...again...arrghez over n over i just won't stop missin those old dayz...when nothin worried me...miss those dayz so much...got some hw that i really…
Appearance:...i dunno...mayb confused Thoughtz: um...rite....just great.... well i'm trying to c if this workz i think it lookz better small...either that or thatz the way i feel...shrunk down..lost all of my confidenc…
MuSic Note: DiRRtee Appearance: tired..sick...f*ckd up Thoughtz: y do i keep lying to myself? ...i'm lying to myself...makin it seem ok...but yea sure itz ok...i tell myself eveythingz alrite..but yet inside i can tel…
MuSic Note: DiRRtee Appearance:...calm...at da same time stirrin up inside... thoughtz: [?] sorta confused...[?] once my problemz are gone...it seemz other ppl'z problemz start up just like that...i dun xactly kno y..…
...Sometimes nothing seemz to b rite... ...only place u can turn...is to ur friends... ...but what do u do...when therez no one there... ...to get u thru those times where u can't stand... ...therez no place u can go…
Appearance:...cried out...face full of tearz... Thoughtz:...i told u...but no reply...for seemz as if no one cares... i guess i was just pushed away too many times to understand what is wrong...da few ppl who noticed..…
MuSic-Note: If i could Go... Appearance:...tired...full of undefined emotionz Thoughtz: pain n sh*tz pushed away too many times...unable to stand it...so has no energy to go back and try again..give up...just pretend …
MuSic-Note: ummm...i'm still decidin on that... Appearance: calm...not sad not happy Thoughtz: ...how great my day was!... ...I got bitched at by every teacher i had...[arrgiez] > < poopz..."thx for makin my day…
Music-Note: shh... Appearance: ...confussed... Thoughtz: ...why?... i dunno whatz wrong...but i seem unable to take in whatz been going on...i dunno...mayb its me...but it seemz as if my brain hasn't taken anything in…
Music-Note: shhh... Appearance: a lil bit...crummy......MEH! Thoughtz: um...what would happen? ponderin on da factz...every little detail of what mite happen at this point...n not really sure of what is da truth to th…
music-note: Like I love you... Appearance: unsure...dizzy... Thoughtz: marx question... i almost did...i can't believe it...i'm glad i didn't i can't...its not something i would do...i'm forced back into that little c…
Music-Note: Like I love You Appearance: TIred...Scrwd up! Thoughtz: ...laughing about wesley n mike... oy! mel mel isn't in a great mood todayz but i tried...we had ice cream and lotz of other junk...hehe...she proba…
Music-Note: Can You help Me... Appearance: happy..tired..lifeless.. THoughz: thinkin bout wes n his crew... ...Thoughtz... ...i'm so f*ckin sleepy rite now...but need to update this pagie...n wonder y richard reminds…

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- Birthday: 8/22/1990
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