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[o3/28/o3] = o42oPM Confused Except myself I can¡¦t see the mirror That shows me The pain in the reflection Which seems to last I touch the wall Like I can pass through it And wander away from it all …
[o3/26/o3] = o5o1PM today i shut myself down, not much talking and just stopped thinking so hard. without my thoughts it felt unusual.i don't want to think, maybe it's better like this, to stop my thoughts. i just wonde…
[o3/24/o3] = o65oPM Well one more person commented me on what i asked. no one else has been here. kind of questions who's even my friend anymore. Like always i knew who i would forever get along with and others are just…
[o3/23/o3] = o9.4oAM Not much to think about, blank. today i woke up 12.oo and watch tv, went to do hw and then my mom came home with her friend and LOTR 2 and 3 [which hasn't come out yet btw] i watched the second one…
[o3/23/o3] = o1.2oAM somehow i keep getting sick of the template, probably going to stick with this one. but then again you never know what i'll do. tonite was ok, turned out no one came. Not enough car seatz so only m…
Time: 11oo Date: o3/22/o3 Appearance: neutral Tonight my house is gonna be full of ppl, yikez parents coming to sing karoke and also all these old friends are gonna be here. I see them once a year hehe, but funny h…
Time: 114o Date: o3/2o/o3 Appearance: sick...bored and tired what has life been doing to me? really, as i stare out the window into the rain, i don't feel anything, like i've died. burned alive. it feels as if i su…
Time: o34o Date: o3/13/o3 Appearance: look at myself in the mirror. i don't really know what to think, about myself, about my friends, about the rest of the world that appears to be so delicate. i don't really car…
Time: o34o Date: o3/13/o3 Appearance: sick¡Klike always right now, exactly now is when i wish everyone in my family would f*ck off and die, or get out of my life for 5 minutes. Especially the invading family that s…
Time: o2o3 Date: o3/12/o3 Appearance: sick¡Klike always I don¡¦t know how long this will last, I can¡¦t take it > <, but at least i got my friends, or my "friends" and my real friends. but it seems as if i'm …
StarTime: o3/1o/o3 = 1o43pm Appearance: ...CoUgh *cHokeZ*... Thoughtz: ...close to death... when i die, i can look at myself and say, i never did wrong. right? I figured out i have no reason to wri…
StarTime: o3/o9/o3 = o447pm Appearance: ...tired... Thoughtz: ...thoughtz unclosed, opened now... no one sees it, in me. i hear ppl talk about me saying many untrue things. but those thingz are good. I…
StarTime: o3/o3/o3 = o3oopm Appearance: ...soar/in pain... Thoughtz: ...disease in me... I basically have no life in me. I can't tell what's happening to me, but i'm very sick and that's it. Today…

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- Name: T
- Country: Canada
- State: British Columbia
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- Birthday: 8/22/1990
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- Member Since: 10/17/2002