140.8

Good news: my weight hasnt been this low since high school. the bad news, i think i've been losing weight from the stress of my life being fucked up. whoa, i have no idea if that makes sense. things with my ex are really bad right now and i feel so guilty for liking someone else right now. i just feel like i'm in such an akward position. but anyways, i think what's helping is the exercise. i've been doing like small workouts 3 times a day. i do it for like an hour and i'll break a little sweat. its not just helping with losing weight, i think i'm starting to be a little more defined(although i'm probably the only one who can notice it) and it also helps with the stress.

145.6

ok so its time to actually write in a post. lol. i'm doing pretty well, sorta. like my weight is still down but the last week, i've be b/p all the time. i felt so out of control with it. always eating then throwing up, then eat something heathly, panic and freak about it sitting it inside me, give in and puke again. i felt like that was the cycle my body was traped in. i couldn't stop it. now i'm getting back in control some more, restricting better, purging less, exercising more, taking diet pills again. as long as i can stay like that and doing those things i should be good. i think part of the problem is that i have nothing to do with my life. i feel like i sit around getting high all the time. oh yeah and thats another problem. i think i smoke too much. i really should cut back on that before i become an addict and besides the only time i'm ever hungry is after i smoke! lol well hope everyone is doing great! Have a wonderful Friday and weekend!!

i took this test thing and thought i'd share my horrible results...

My favorite model ever...Adriana Lima!!!!

Ana Beatrice

Ashanti

I'm not sure...

Nicole and Lindsay!!

for your viewing pleasure!

Aaliyah ~ R.I.P.

 thats my fav

Sorry for the delay, again. but my boyfriend and i are finally broken up, and for good this time. luckily i've still been doing pretty well, i'm at 144. new GW:135, cant wait to get there! i have some pictures of my progress that i might put up here one day, not sure yet tho. well here's a ton of thinspo to make up for lost time love you all!

 she is one of my new favs. she's the wife of dr. 90210, Hayley. she is so tiny, this is the best picture i could find of her!

 Dace

 Daniela

 Daniela again

 eugenia

 i dont like hilary but her body looks nice here.

 The beauties

 MKA!

 i just love her