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And it begins....cause it will never really end. Aside from everything you have done to benefit me, you are quite a talented woman. Your dreams are beyond attainable and your grace and posie will never go unnoticed. I've…
Here we go. Guess I never actually imagined being on the verge of losing so many people. But they won't be lost right!?!?! I'm going to call this a long vacation. I do want to leave on a good note...and we're getting the…
So... I'm off to Chicago. I'll be back soon though so please...no tears. I suppose it's almost New York.... My new favorite quote... Some things are meant to happen. Some things are bound to be. Some things ha…
And here we sit... with final days and final moments...and I'm typing away while I listen to final conversations. Pretty typical. "And if I get this all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me...threatening the lif…
First off.... I love you Sara Well sadly... I furthered my research because I still wasn't content and decided to look up the definition of love. I know it may not seem as such a credible source considering this too i…
So I asked the troublesome question of the definition of love. Not exactly sure why it bothered me so much....maybe because I feel I have never truly been. But regardless... I think I formed my own opinion based not on e…
My xanga site informed me today that I have been a member for 275 days. I have exactly two weeks left. Yeah. It's just crazy to think of how much different everything is going to be. Will it ever really be the same a…
I'm getting excited to leave. That's a first Maybe redemption has stories to tell Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell Where can you run to escape from yourself? Where you gonna go? Salvation is here I feel li…
I wanna see miracles to see the world change. Wrestle the angels for more than a name.... for more than a feeling. With two weeks left, I find myself lost. Confused. Afraid. Nervous. Excited. Depressed. Happy. It's l…
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This is for the two comments.... thank you very much! Sorry my COMPUTER IS BROKEN AGAIN! Haha I understand because I PMS when people don't update Ahhh birthday in one day. Feel free to drop presents off at my house. P…
aLySoN's BiRtHDaY YeSTeRDaY! YaH LoVe YoU Softball pretty much took me away this weekend....THIRD PLACE! Ohhh that's right. Haha enough said, right Sara?!!?! Otherwise.... shit is just all over the place. That's a…
So the last entry was too depressing.... not as if things have gotten any better today though. We'll make it though. I love you guys. We've been through so much.... I'd walk through hell for you. Let it burn right thr…
So lately this thing has been dedicated to romance and I decided to put that on hold for a moment and focus on me. This, right here and right now, is possibly the hardest part of growing up. Not only am I embarking on …
So today I am just a cluster fuck. I have no idea what my head is thinking but it's the dazed feeling that makes me happy. So my step-mom is in the hospital for 48 hours but it seems as though everything is ok...she …
It was the first time it meant something. It was the first time I felt something. It was the first time. And it was something like this.... And I'm completely yours. ********************************* I know right…