tea tree oil
'love' essential oil
one cup of coffee
chinese herb mixture fresh into a mason jar
guitar packed
drum coming with
lyrics in a binder bursting
practice vocal techniques on the drive
lunch packed for sacco and i
long discussion on immigration laws and practices last night at the studio on a visit
prior to today's recording
i am at my happiest on a day of music and recording
i smell the tea tree oil and drink it in
i am most alive right now
and all senses and scents are potent
swam inside the belly of a crocodile who ate me whole
peaceful
powerful
power
awkwardly learning how to use it.
not always doing it right
trying to forgive myself the learning curve
no one is perfect
just got to temper the power into construction rather than destruction
self
others
the
crocodile is the primal energy:
creative/destructive forcethe cougar is my expression right now
of that same primal
i want to leap walls
i want to smash through them
i want to run yelling and screaming without regard for anything
i want to feel the power fully in a safe way until i learn to tame it
i am not scared.
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