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  • "Why do you love me?" *glows* Hi. Wow, I had mucho funness tonight. Went out with Becca to hang out for awhile. Then we met up with Ashley and oh hell that was friggin funny. I geeked out at this cock that was on…
  • .... I'm pissed. ---------edit---------- You give the girl an inch, and she takes a mile. Do you just sit and watch as they have it out? Or do you say something and be the bitch? Fuck. Well, I said something. And I fe…
  • "So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life, with Your fire in my eyes. But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words...What am I so afraid of?" I feel alot better. It was kinda weird. I was lying in my bed …
  • "EAT SHIT AND DIE, or fuck off at least." I'm sick. ...Fucker. Went to Rhody's...Yeah, um....People kinda made me really angery. And nervous. And paranoid. And feel like shit. I'm just gonna leave it at that. M…
  • "Fuck your mom, fuck your moms mamma Fuck the Beastie Boys and the dalai lama Fuck the rain forest, fuck a forest gump You probably like it in the RUMP, fuck a shoe pump Fuck the real deal, and fuck all the fakes Fuck al…
  • "You go so low. Your faggot rainbow. Your Nazi Halo won't save you this time...You're so predictable no shadow of doubt. When you are suffering know who sold you out. Fuck your opinions, fuck your lack of spine. When yo…
  • "She's just a paper doll, that's all. Just a paper doll. I dress her up, she knocks me down." Ok, so I think I was really sick last night. I was all hyper and crazy, then I just died. I was over at Benny's watching …
  • "Show me that you love me and we belong together...Relax, turn around and take my hand." Meh, I'm in a foul mood. My head hurts. That's not cool. Last night was fun though. ^_^ We played darkwatch and watched half o…
  • "If you want me...Hold me back." Wanna know something that suprises, confuses and makes me happy? O.O My parents are letting Jeff (again) AND BEN stay over tonight. All night. O.O I'm at a loss for words. O.o Today…
  • "Hey unfaithful, I will teach you to be stronger. Hey ungraceful, I will teach you to love one another." New song. I love underoath. I pissed Jade off, Why does this not suprise me? First off, pictures: Kal...Waho…
  • "Be the change you want to see in the world." -Ghandi I <3 Ghandi. Today has been AWESOME. Woke up and cleaned the basement for like an hour and a half so it's livable for Jeffy. (He's here now. ^_^ *happy squ…
  • "And how can I stand here, and not be moved by you?" ALRIGHT BITCHES. I'm using my wonderful power of Everyone-In-The-World-Reads-My-Xanga powers to help Ashton out. Go vote for her quote of the year. Do it. Http://w…
  • I think Corky's in my room right now. On the phone or something... I just burned stuff...Stuff from the past. Stuff that used to make me cry. Stuff I sometimes wish I don't remember. Stuff I'm ashamed of at times. …
  • Rawr. Good night last night. Amtgard, then Benny came over. Meh, kinda boring day today. The usual "day before a long break" deal. Meh...everyone had candy canes. I want a real candy cane really bad. I think I'm …
  • Dude, I got early christmas presents.....!!!!! A sexy armor arm bracer with a pony on it from Dave...OMFG IT'S SEXY!! I'm gonna wear it for amtgard tomrrow...O yeah bitches! The leather's still kinda hard, but it'll ge…
  • "Another cutter, Another freak, Another dork, Another geek, Another prep, Another jock, Another whore, And more punk rock, Another hater, Another "G", Another scar they put on me. Another label that happens to fall…
  • Waho!! I got to see Becca today!!! I haven't seen her since like...October!! I <3 Becca. She's been my friend since like...pre school. Yup. pre k. St. pat's. 1994. She moved from Rhode Island. We met. We pla…
  • "Hey unfaithful, I will teach you to be stronger. Hey unfaithful, I will teach you to forgive one another." Wahoo... Got up uber early for a Saturday...Eight am!! that's evil. Went over to Benny's for the morning. J…
  • "Is there any wonder why I'm not right?" Meh, I'm so bored. Went to see Suzy...Karen doens't know anything. This really blows... I basically just sat in her stall and cried. That's all I could do. I gave her some c…
  • ----I got a new screen name. Howpsychotic---- "Sick and uninspired by the diamonds in your fire, burning like a flame inside of you. Is this just desire or the truth? I won't go getting tired of you..." Meh...I didn'…
  • "You're so beautiful...oh my darling, my baby." I must say, I am very proud of that entry. I can never seem to say what I want to....It gets all screwed up and sounds like crap. But that right there....That's finally …
  • "The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found sa…
  • "Nothing's quite the same now. You're only the best I ever had" .... I don't get it. Dani won't talk to me. Michelle's the one who told me Suzette's leaving. I just don't understand this. Couldn't someone have ju…
  • "The voice of Truth says 'Do not be afaid.' The voice of Truth tells me a different story. The voice of Truth says 'This is for my glory.' I will choose to listen and believe the voice of Truth." Meh, boring day. He…
  • This is dumb. Every time I try to let things go, someone ims me. "Getting a nut shot attempt would force me to make a trans-dimensional jump into the matrix." *meow* I've talked to Warren. I really like him. He's…
  • Eh...fuck dude. Christ tagged me ages ago.... RULES: If you get tagged you must make a list of at least 5 weird habbits that you posses. Then you must pick 5 more ppl to tag and leave their names at the end of the entr…
  • Ahhh!! There's snow everywhere... I LOVE SNOW!! Yeah, bigger update about hawaii later... I'm too sleepy... Man, I have 5 hours of jet lag and I feel like I'm in a freaking haze... *meow* ---------------edit------…
  • Hey guess what? I'm home. I don't like this ah my goddess layout. I think I'm gonna changed it.

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    • Name: Mare bear/ME("Emee")/Mary
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    • State: Pennsylvania
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    • Birthday: 10/16/1989
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 10/31/2005

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