So I Wrote This One Last Saturday, After A Very Edifying HHH (Holy Hip-Hop) Concert In New Mexico, Praise God! It's Pretty Self Explanatory, So If You Choose To Read It I Hope You're Blessed. I'm Not On Here Much These Days, But I'll Continue To Add Stuff Every Now And Then. By The Way I'm Back In Pennsylvania Safe & Sound But Now With A Cool New Disease... Chea!!! Haha Didn't Have One Last Time I Was Here,  Okay I'm Done. Grace N Peace.

Too Long

It’s Been Awhile Lord Since I’ve Touched This Pen To This Pad,

Could It Be In Conjunction With The Lack Of Time I’ve Spent With You Dad?

I Don’t Deserve Your Blessings Lord, I Don’t Deserve Your Grace,

But There’s Nothing I Can  Do To Earn It In The First Place.

It Feels Like So Long Since I’ve Been Inspired By Your Spirit,

I Know It Has Always Been There But I Refused To Hear It.

I’m Sorry For Putting Things Before You Lord, I’m Tired Of Breaking The First,

I Feel So Sick From This Sin, But I Bit The Apple So I’ll Carry The Curse.

I Know I’m Tripping Right Now, Father Forgive Me,

I Need Your Help To Clean This Temple So You Can Live With In Me.

Please Live In Me Because I Want To Live For You,

After You Died For Me It’s The Only Thing I Can Do.

Kill The Flesh So This Dirty Vessel Can Live To Bring You Glory,

Although I’ve Fallen Short From Yours By The 40^th Story.

I Repent On The Daily & It Grieves Me To Repeat That Sin Again,

To Know It Angers You Dad, To Know How I Offend.

I Know I Deserve Hell, You Must Be Fed Up With Seeing My Back,

Forgive Me Lord For Walking Away, It’s Quality Time With You I Lack.

Please Humble Me As You Will Lord, Put Me In My Place,

So I Can Always Stand For You & Stay Up In Your Face.

I Know Once You’ve Started Your Work That It Won’t Go Undone,

So Please Grant Me Patience As I Wait For The Second Time That You’ll Come.

I’ll Stay In Your Word Lord So You Can Teach & Prepare Me,

I’ll Stay In Your Arms Cause No One Else Could Take Care Of Me.

Not Like You Lord, Not With Your Love…

You Can’t Find That Kind Here, Only From The Father Above.

So Break Me Lord, Shape Me, & Mold Me,

Cause I Can’t Wait To See Who You’ve Planned For Me To Be.

In Your Name Father God, With All My Love I Want To Prove.

Your Child, Before My Mother Gave Me The Name I Have,

You Knew Me. I Love You Lord Jesus. Amen. –Me

© Erik Speicher

September 11, 2005

July 13th Or Sooner!

Should Have Been May 16th, But There's A Fun Story To That. Some May Hear About It Later, Some May Not, You'll Just Have To Stay Tuned... Moving Right Along. A Friend Crashed My Car Memorial Day Weekend, Saturday Night To Be Exact Leaving Me Car Less & Soaking Wet More Than 3 Hours From Home, Good Times. Finally In Our Latest Story, I Didn't Get Paid The Other Day For My Hard & Dedicated 80+ Hours Of Work In The Past Two Weeks, Service Before Self Indeed! Which Leaves People Asking, "Can We Say 'Air Power' & For Who Exactly, All... Or Some?" That's All For Now, We Will Keep You Updated On Any Breaking News To Come. Reporting Live From Work Cause My Home Computer Is Still Broke(n) Along With My Car, Me & My Checking Account. This Is Erik Speicher Saying, Grace N Peace Yall.

P.S. See You All In A Month Or Two, You Know Who "You" Are

Currently Playing 3-E-O: Part II, The Path By Jack Listen Here

  Not Much To Say, Sorry For The Lack Of Inspiration In This Post & Lack Of Updates In The Past Few Months, But Do To Popular Demand... Here's An Update :) Well, Still No Word On When I'm Getting Out Of The Air Force. I Was Suppose To Have A Date Last Week & They Told Me Then That I'd Be Out Around June, But Now I Don't Know... That's The Military/Government For You, "Hurry Up & Wait!" Haha I Don't Know How Many Times I Told People I'd Be Home In A Few Months & Those Months Are About To Grow Into Years, Hah. Anywho, Once I Do Separate I Will Be Traveling All Over The Country So If You Have Any Visit Requests, Let Me Know ;) I'll Be Heading To Vegas Once I'm Out, Then To Orange County, Then Up To Northern Cali, Santa Cruz, & Then Back East, So Yeah... Emmm, Look At Some Pictures Now!

Click Pics To See Biggy!

My Homies, My Squadron, Yeah... I'll Miss This.

It's A Bird, It's A Plane, No It's A Squadron?!


Yonko, Sami, Me, Riot, Junkin (Zila Not Pictured, He Was Too Busy Getting Tore-Up).


There's Zila Chucking Recliners Down The Stairs Aka Spring Cleaning.


Me & Trey Cheesin' It Up For The News Paper.

  To Be Continued... Well Not Really But Yeah, Maybe I'll Have A Better Update Someday, Until Then... Hope You Enjoyed. Much Forgiveness, Much Love. Grace, Peace, & Prayers Fam! "Can We Say Holler Over The Radio? HOLLER!!" AAYE-MEN!! Ooh Random Story For Anyone Still Reading. I Was Giving My Self An Injection For My Diabetes At IHOP The Other Night & This Girl Saw Me As She Walked By & Yelled All Loud, "Oh My God!!" Haha Silly, The End!

Currently Playing Not By Might By Idol King see related

 First Off, Happy Birthday To Bern, Chrystal, Stace, And Kyle (All In April, Not Same Day)! Chrystal, I'm Sorry,You Can Beat Me Up Later Cause I Didn't Even Call & I Haven't Talk To You In Forever But I'll See You In About A Month  Moving Right Along, The Following Is A Message I Got From A Friend...

Please send this on ASAP!!

Ever wonder about the abbreviation A.S.A.P. ? Generally we think of it in terms of even more hurry and stress in our lives. Maybe if we think of this abbreviation in a different manner, we will begin to find a new way to deal with those rough days along the way.

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There's work to do, deadlines to meet;
You've got no time to spare,
But as you hurry and scurry-
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER

In the midst of family chaos,
"Quality time" is rare.
Do your best; let God do the rest-
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.

It may seem like your worries
Are more than you can bear.
Slow down and take a breather-
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER

God knows how stressful life is;
He wants to ease our cares,
And He'll respond to all your needs
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.
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My instructions were to send this to four people that I wanted God to bless and I picked you. Please pass this to four people you want to be blessed. This prayer is powerful and there is nothing attached, please do not break this pattern; prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards, let's continue to pray for one another. God bless and have a nice day!

MUCH LOVE --

In the tiny petal of a tiny flower
that grew from a tiny pod,
Is the miracle and the mystery
Of all creation and God!

PS - Of course, this is more colorful on the e-mail itself - plus it has pictures! Anywho, enjoy!  In Christ... prayer is powerful!

 Thanks Phlo. Obviously I Didn't Type That Out Or It Would Have Caps Beginning Every Word Just Wanted To Share It With Everyone, Much Forgiveness, Much Love. Grace And Peace. God Bless And Bless God.