here at tony's house... he lag on this thing..

i love u bebe

muahz

happy birthday karen. your finally 18. i love you alot and i hope you enjoy your life.

well guys reality hit me and i have low grades. yes. from a 2.59 to a 1.89. i have no one else to blame but myself. its my fault that i don't study that i get distracted. i don't like geometry either. i don't like my teacher. he was supposed to get fired AGAIN a couple days ago for throwing a desk andpicking up a student from the floor. i wish i wasn't so lazy or well i wish i had some kind of positive motivation. well i do but sometimes i just get drawn away. i need to pull up my grades. i know crying in bed doesnt help. or when i stare at my grade and tell myself ima do something even when i don't doesn't help. i dont k now. i know theres hope. i know i can do it. i just don't know. i don't enjoy it. my geometry teacher even told me that we don't need geometry in the future but we should learn it so it's a kind of fundamental in our lives.i have so many excuses. it's almost horrible. sometimes i wish my parents or the people who want me to have good grades were sitting in my classroom and i wish they could see what really goes on. i guess its my fault to becasue i shouldn't let thoes people bring me down. i don't know. education just got a little harder over the time. what more when i'm a junior. i'm just gonna fail. i want to be one of the guys that walk up to get an award for something. but i never do. i'm always sitting in the band section or in the bleachers. i sometimes wonder if i'm everg onna wear a robe and camp and recieve my high school diploma.i mean summer sch ool is cool because the teacher that teaches helps me. but the teacher that i have for the year sucks. guittierrez sucked. all we did was watch tv or people fucked around it was only a class of 9 people. urenos class is horrible.everyone fails that class. i just wish i was one of the people who didnt. i would be happy with a C in geometry but i know it's to late. unless i get perfect in every test.maybe a D+. i don't like spanish because students run the class as well as christology.

i'm a horrible student. and i'm not even the ones that disrupt the class. i'm pretty quiet and i get low grades. i mean my B's went to C's and geometry has always been an F. atleast my chrisology grade went up to a C. that class is total bullshit. The other christology class that has Mr. Jones is soo much easier. Mr dang makes us read allt his stupid shit. stupid and long. it should be some stupid AP Christology. in history its my fault. i slacked off and i was backtracked until everything piled on me. now i have to catch up.with english that julius cesar test was horrible for me. it was kinda hard for me to learn 20+ different quotes in 2 days. I just hope i can stay in cathedral and go back above a 2.0gpa again. i never had a 3.0 gpa. the closest i got was a 2.9. some of my frends have a .66 or a .88 gpa and i wonder how they live with that. or still go out thinking about it. i guess i gotta get my priorities straight. I wish that I could just do it. i just don't know how to start. I need Mr. Walkers help not the other tutors.When Mr. Walker was tutoring me it was soo much easier. he actually took the time and went ove rthings with me. even when they were wrong. we went back to that problem and figured it out. i duno. i just needa study more.

babe you friggen lag on this thing.. so i will update for you..

today was fun..my patience is running short these days.. but you still love me right? gyea... today was fun fun fun... got dropped off at glendale galleria by my cool brother... and then went to borders to see u... chilled for a while.. walked around..... and u ate lasagna cause u were feeling italian i dont care what country you're in.. i'm feeling italian that was a good one hehe... ur soo funny babe... so gyea... my brother stole you away from me so i chilled with arnold and michael.. sat in the middle and talked to them hehe.. i kept on turning back to see if you were coming back but u werent..arnold told me to chill lolz cause he said i couldnt keep still.. so finally u came back and we had more time... mayn baby im soo tired from walking i think we went around the whole mall haha but it was fun... next time im gonna go shopping for sure.. anyways.. i love you hope u had fun..

your ticklish on ur shoulders lol it was funny i totally had you there....lolz good times


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ur dearest brownie

yeah guys im tired. i'm feeling tired thats all. well the musical is done it was a great show. i had fun. it was alright. after the show i helped clean up and tear down the stage. people went to some after party no one relaly told me about it. i noticed that every musical or play we've had theirs always some after party or something. i went home and just did my history work. i finished it and now im just onthephone with karen. i wanna talk to her but she doesnt seem like shes in the mood.             

 bleh im tired.

i keep caughing everytime i blow my nose blood comes out of my right nostril. i'm failing my classes. i'm going no where. i have to study harder and i dunno. i'm tired i just wanna see my gradnma or something.

Well guys it's been a while that i've even blogged here. I don't know why. I should blog here it's cool cause u get to express your thoughts and let people know how you feel without really telling a specific person or w/e. Well yes. my honey is correct i havent bloged here in centries and now i will.

Well yesterday was awsome karen told me she was going to her dance and 30 minutes before the doors opened tyrone(karens bro) called me telling me he was gonna drive over with mike just to kill time and then pick karen up later. so a little later max told me to go outside cause karen was there and i was like wtf no shes not shes at her dance. i went outside and got the biggest surprise. my loving girlfriend, her brother, her br others best friend, and arnold were there. their plan was to surprise me and it was awsome. i LOVED IT. lol

Well lately iv'e been kinda tired. i guess it's cause i'm  a bit sick not that sick but yea.  every time i blow my nose my right nostril bleeds. i dont like it. well dominic, great bassist. and i plan on doing things like this more often and get payed. Well i'll blog later. bye. im on the phone.