Eric u have such a beautiful mind and soul. I deeply pray 4 u n my heart so u can find who u need. I very well hope u can find her and I hope she will find u. Whoever she is I really hope she will be the very best 4 u who understands everything and will not let u down... although there always will be times where u may seem 2 fall n a relationship but it is always good 4 the relationship because then becomes the time 4 the couple 2 learn how 2 fix it on their own. I pray that u will find what u seek. U really r a beautiful heart and on these gloomy days I very well hope she will come by and restore the sunshine. :) I'm a friend and I am here 4 u but that is all I am happy with. ^-^ I'm not here 2 hold ur hand but I'm always here 2 be by ur side. Good luck w/everything!!! Just don't lose hope.

  But neway I'm surprised u acually came by 2 my site. I didn't know u lost it or nething?? Well it brightened up my day 2 have a friend I miss come by. I truely hope ur life gets better and the best of things may happen 4 u. But neway my life is good. I'm really trying 2 get out there and on w/my life. I've got plans 4 my b-day.... big plans. :) And yeah. But it's the beginning and n my way w/some1 a new beginning. I'm very happy. I know I'm happy and I feel God has brought 2 me a truth that I can carry around 4 my whole life... A book n my life, but not just ne book. I really can't say what cause of certain things... But I'm just happy... Heartwise. and I'm not bsing u. All my teen life I have been galivanting around and hoping 4 some1 who is true 2 me, who cares, who will give c me 4 who I am and love me from the inside out, and who tusts me, needs me, and won't cheat or nething... Not a stupid boy who plays w/love as if it were fire... Not burning himself, but burning the other... Yes, I had fun during my life but I have found some1 who I deeply love and no1 can ever compare 2 him or relate 2 him. Although he may not seem like it 2 others, but he truely is the man of my dreams 2 me... And that is what God has brought 2 me... Acually he has brought the both of us 2 eachother cause we both sought eachother out and I always pray.... Just 2 thank God. Everything that happened this year has given me strength and I now have my drive of happiness 2 take me out 2 this world w/a maintained smile in my heart. But that's all I can say. Sorry if u r confused n some way or the other. I have my reasons.

But neway I am so glad 2 hear from u. Again, I am praying 4 u 2 find her. Hopefully it will not take long, but just wait, God always has a plan 4 u... perhaps there r somethings u r 2 learn during this wait. although seeming short, life is long and God has the blueprints in his palm. Just don't change 2 much. :) Well neway best wishes 2 u. I g2g. This may be the last full day of FREEDOM and so I'm gonna get out and have a good time w/a friend. ^-^ So ttyl

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                     -Meli-

I REALLY love this post...it's from your heart in complete honesty and openess. =) Well, I don't know who you are feeling this for, but if you ever need to talk I will be more than glad to listen because I definitely know how it feels to be so alone and broken...idk, it's very hard....=/ I will definitely be praying for you.....=)
-Anna

Hey friend...its been a while since I have really talked to you and I honestly don't know what to say...I wish I knew how to help you out, but I don't I don't really know what to say to encourage you. I guess you were honest and I will be too. I think you are too anxious, and you understand that because you asked yourself why you wanted this so bad. Maybe you are tired of hearing this, but you just have to wait. I know what its like to want someone to love. A few months ago, I thought you were the one for me, but now I understand that there is someone better then me out there for you. I really think you are a sweet guy...one of the nicest guys I have ever met. You have a great smile, you are honest and helpful at times. I don't see why you don't have someone special to love...your standards may be set high, but you don't want to settle for less, because then you will not be fufilling what you feel is God's plan for your life. I don't know what else to say, but I will honestly and sincerely pray for you...I just love you too much to say he is crazy and not pray for you...I will and I am praying for you right now...God will be there with you...continue to pray and don't loose heart...talk to you later...love...

* ~Kimberly~ *

Hey, no this: I am praying. And no this as well: I feel at least at part of your pain. We as humans search for that one person, a help mate to take us through the darkest times.

Maybe its that we are to anxious, or maybe its that God wants to be content with just him before he lets us find the one. I'm not saying I have wisdom in this area because I don't. I've screwed up mulitiple times in that area...  I haven't found that one person and like you have come very close a couple of times. And then with a screaching hault I realize something, that I was wrong. And that who I thought was the right person God knew was completely wrong for me.

Wait and take heart Eric, God doesn't intend for most of us to go through life alone. I hope that I don't sound insane. I don't want any "you don't understand"'s coming my way. Because I do. I can help everyone find and get to know the person that God wants for them. But I haven't had it happen too me. I love you Eric, you are an amazing guy and a good friend. I'm praying.

-Bethany

O and by the way ur profile pic is just so adorable! But hey I didn't get a senior pic from u. O well that's ok I guess.

i was going through the youth alive blogring and saw that you were from wichita, so i looked at your site. and i'm sorry that i didn't say hi the first time. :)

-shelby

Hey well I wished I were able 2 catch u. I'm sorry if u come by and no1 was there. It's my big sis's 22nd b-day and we r out celebrating. so hey is there neway I can get ur cell #?? Well neway g2g. Raelly wished I can talk 2 u right away. But catch ya later. ttyl

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            -Meli-

O great well I won't be able 2 call u on Monday cause it's my first day workin. From 1030am-5pm. Sorry. Well it'll just havta be some other time. But I hope u get enough sleep. Sounds difficult workin 2 jobs. Well good luck w/that. So neway ttyl

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                   -Meli-

hey you prob. don't remember but i came to ur church w/ candace once or twice whats up!1 congrats on graduating

Oh yeah i sent u that last comment yeah oh my name is chrissy so to my site and comment me kkk

oh yah im so siked

i know exactly how i want this to go and im sure he wants the same

and ive been great, im goin to texas in a few weeks so im pretty excited bout that

so wats goin on wit u, i havent seen it church very much except for last week

well, lata   much luv, blondie

dude i'd love to read it but i cant SEE it!!! everythings like... really really light light blue on white! i cant read a thinG!!! AH!!! *eyes fall out*

hey i havent talked to u in like forever! well i just wnt u to know i know what ur goin through, trust me on this...this past year i went down some bad paths trying to find someone or something...i did some stupid things let me tell u...hmph oh well the past and now i have decided justto try and letit go into Gods hands. hey just really lean on him, i didnt do that for a long time and it screw up a lot of things and i was realy unhappy for a while and it was all becuz i wasnt focusing on God. now i dont know exactly wats goin on in ur life but i can tellu htis, i do really care for u partly becuz of how much caring u showed to me and i will never forget that and ur a really cool guy and whichever girl (there is one thats perfect out there) u end up with is gonna be just who God wants u to be with and it will be wonderful and you'll look back on this time and think, "wow God really let things work out!" wel know that i am praying for u and ur walk with Christ. and i love u like a bro in christ. ttyl! tysana

Heyyy i tlkd to u one time but heyy umm.. i like ran ovr ur site so i decided to comment u and ya well umm.. comment bak and ill tlk to u later!!

                                                   **melissa**