im not killing myself ...... i cant give up on life even though it sux i just have to find a way,james gave up to soon ....:{ 

im goina miss him, i already do ............ i stayed home today i didn't want people trying to comfort me some was just pretenting how awesome is that ,it hurts

i have to go PEACE N' LUV ~ SARAH

i haven't been on or at least wrote but i guess i will tell how things have been going.    like always im am confused with everything ... umm i was in 3 plays at school i was so nerses mark was in the plays too as well as pricilla!!! people told me i was good but mabey i should except i was a lil good i was beauty in 1 play the dude i had to kiss was ugly i shouldnt say that i feel bad i will say he was not my type!! lol anyways he messed up alot that  night he was in 3 plays too and screwed them up bad. then i was a narrirator i messed up once i said puilt when i should have said built..!!! then in the last on i was a warrior aka an animmal!!!  before the play started everyone was hangin out i was with pricilla but then i saw mark alone so i sat with him he was writing songs then he says he has a band ... then i showed him my music lol hes not that good at remembering band names but songs his favs are  LINKIN PARK ,NICKLEBACK &THREE DAYS GRACE !!!!  i think mark likes me.... i hate the thought of that because i just want to be friends of right now i dont want to go out with anyone this minute of my life while i dont understand....  im just confused gosh..... well today was a half day and i was with CHARLIE, LILLY, & K LEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we hang out in 2nd hour all day lilly doesn't like K Lee cause she is bi AND DUDE THAT MAKES ME SO FRIGGN PISSED I WISH THEY COULD GET ALONG THEY ARE BOTH NICE PEOPLE....*SIGH* me &k lee was singin CIWWAF ALLL DAY LOL AND SERJ AND THE EMO SONG LOL... then we went home and i passed out and woke up at like 5:18 and then ate lucky charms!!! then listen to some music and now on the computer OMG TODAY WAS ALEXS LAST DAY IM TOTALLY GOIN TO MISS HER *TEARS** TEARS* DAMN I NEED A NEW CELL PHONE I BROKE MY SCREEN LOL!!! im in tlc now lol no More french YAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well im bout to go comment or message me~~~ sarah PEACE & <3